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i thought everything was fine, but guess what? it ain't..my brother wants to kill me, my mother asked him to let her accompany him..i pretend as if i don't care, but i do..i care so freaking much..i can't take this..ive already balled my eyes out..they hurt like hell..they're literally fucking red..but nobody gives a damn..but ykw this ain't even a problem..its normal..they think everything will be better without me and I'm well aware of that..but..wtf is actually going on..they didn't hv to bring that up js a day before my birthday..like mother was like, "let's kill her today..let's choke her to death..we won't even have to celebrate tomorrow..", well don't celebrate if you don't want to, idgaf...I'm not even excited..i was feeling good from some days..i forgot about all the previous fights but they had to bring it up today...freaking today..i don't even understand what they want...moreover it's not just a mental torcher..they even torcher me physically..my brother twisted my fucking hand and now i think my pinky finger's broken..or atleast it's badly bruised..he hit me on my head like 5 times, my visions still a little blurry and my brain is doing that twitching thingy..my mother just told me "you torcher your brother mentally and so he torchers you physically" but i don't fucking understand that when did I do anything to him..i don't even talk to him..what do they want me to do..disappear?