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moments b4 disaster

R'MONEI ALEXIS HILL
19 , HTX
tuesday 9:50 am

i was omw back to kado's house so he could take me back home cause i didn't wanna keep his car .

i know he had another but still , i'd be fine without my car .

i had to spend all day getting ready for this dinner anyways .

i went through the gc to find his number , i saved it as kado and proceeded to text him .

me : im otw w yo car , so be ready to take me home

kado : why tf wouldn't you just take the car home .

me : don't question me , come outside .

i was feeling bold af sending ts nglll , knowing i was really shaking in my mf bubble slides .

i pulled into kado's drive way waiting for him to come out .

i seen him come out the house w some grey joggers , a white tank and some af1's .

looking reallll sexcccc .

he came to the drivers side which idk why , he opened the door and jacked me up by my neck .

" girl you better watch yo fucking mouth ."he said in this lil sexc voice .

he smelt gooddd asl too .

" now get yo ass out ." he said making me hurry and get out .

" don't gotta tell me twice lil daddddyyy" i said smirking .

" don't call me ts ." he said making me stale face him

" boy stop yk you like that ." i said to him .

he got in looking at the groceries i had in the back .

" damn whatchu cooking for again ?" he asked

" my momma's death anniversary ." i said

" oh shit , i didn't know my bad ." he said sounding like he felt bad

" it's okay , you asked a good question ." i said

" im truly okay , i miss my momma so much but she's in a better place now ."  i said looking out the window .

he grabbed my hand ..

" im sorry ." he said again

" stop saying sorry it's okay , shit you ain't kill her ." i said making his jaw drop .

the older i got the more i realized it was nothing i could do to bring my mommy back .

i love and miss the shit out of her buts it's been 12 years .

" you coming to the dinner ?" i asked him as i squeezed his hand .

" if you invite me ." he said

" okay well , kado would you like to come to the dinner im having today ?" i asked

" fasho , u better know how to cook tho ." he said making me laugh .