WANDER

revenge

" so y'all ain't find him ?" b asked

he was furious

" no all we found was his grandma and we grabbed her , she out in the car right now " ralph said

" good , he gone pay " b said

" we can't hurt her though , if we do that's leverage gone over him " kado said

" he love his grandma that's all he got , we can use her as a lure ." kado said

" that smart , take her to a warehouse , text me which one i got some shit to do " b said as he left

" you talked to monei ?" p asked kado

" nah not since i left her penthouse " kado retorted

" that girl be acting like a nut head sometimes " he said

" i know but don't be hard on her kado , think about everything she been through .. she hate that violence shit ." ralph said

" mann , but sometimes violence is needed that nigga been sending threats to my shorty , raising his hands like he gone touch her ?" he said

" yea , all that shit dead " kado said

" i'm finna go check on her , you'll handle gma mae ?" kado said

" yea hit me when you get there " p said as they said their goodbyes .

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kado had texted monei to come down stairs , he was outside waiting

he needed to clear his mind , he felt bad

what ralph was saying to him kept playing in his head .

he felt like him leaving was why monei was going through all of this .

hearing the car door open , revealing monei snapping him from all his thoughts .

she got in nervously , looking nervously

" did you hurt him ?" she asked softly

" no i didn't even find him " kado retorted he said as he begun driving

he didn't have a destination he just drove .

" look im sorry .." kado trialed

" for what ?" she asked

" for leaving "

" no ky'mier no ." she said

" you don't get to blame yourself for leaving " she said

" you left for yourself as well " she said

" the things i've experienced is not because of you and i won't let you blame yourself either " she said

" im sorry that all of this blow up in your face , you shoulda never came back for me " she said making ky stale face her

" stfu with that dumb shit , yk i love you and i told you i would come back for you idgaf abt none of this shit blowing up in my face " he said

she didn't say anything she didn't know what to say

the only real love she had ever experienced was from her mother and her father .

she never had shit from a boy this was all new to her

those two rode around all night.

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listening to unwanted lifestyle was broken raz , fighting his demons .

he popped 2 percs as he was already high , he laid his head back staring at the ceiling .

closing his eyes brought him to flashbacks .

" mommy ." little ruben called out as he found his mommy doing only her 2nd line of the day.

" what ruben " she said sounding annoyed as she came up wiling her nose .

just as ruben was about to speak the door was being knocked on

" go open that ruben " she said , he listened running to open the door to find one of his mommy's men .

" go upstairs ruben " she yelled

" but mommy i'm hungry " he whined .

" GO , i'll feed you later " she yelled making him run to his room

about 5 minutes later , he heard his slut mother moaning and the banging of the wall from the 2 downstairs trying to make love to each other

this was nothing new to ruben , his mother had different men running in and out their house .

not after 7:30 thought , that's when ruben's father got off .

he beat on lindy , he beat her bad and he didn't even know about the men she had running through the house HE payed for .

hearing the door open , ruben's eyes lit up

he immediately ran to his closet , he knew the drill and he only knew it would be worst since one of momma's men was there

he could only hear echos of what they were saying before he heard a slap which was followed by a cry .

he then heard the tussling of men .

after a while he heard a gun shot , which made 4 year old ruben's heart drop to his ass .

he had only experienced physical abuse .

ruben wanted to explore his curiosity but he was scared .

" MIKEYY " he heared his mother scream

mikey was his daddy .

ruben could only imagine what had happened to his daddy .

" AGHHHH " raz yelled snapping himself out his flashback

he hated when he had those .

he wanted to stop doing drugs so bad but his demons ate him up , while he was sober it was only worst .

he got up grabbing his gun and his phone calling his men , he was finna go attack .

all ruben could think about was his grandmother and he knew b and nem had took her .