Twelve

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{a year after Kellin moved}

"I really miss you." Vic said through the phone.

"I miss you too." I told him, frowning even though he couldn't see me.

"Well not for long." He said. I was confused.

"What?" I asked but I didn't get an answer. He hung up on me!

"What the fuck?" I said to myself.

I got up when I heard three knocks on my apartment door.

I opened it and I couldn't believe what I was standing in front of.

"VIC!" I yelled and tackled him into a hug. I held him so tight.

"Babe." I said calmly as I rested my head on his shoulder and pulled him in closer.

"I couldn't stay away." He said.

I looked at the boy, completely astonished. This was amazing and totally unexpected.

"I'm so glad you didn't." I replied.

He smiled and leant in and I did the same just enough for our lips to meet.

I deepened the kiss and put my arms around my neck while he slightly lifted me.

When we broke the kiss, he saw something I hoped he wouldn't.

"Kellin...what is th-" Vic started.

"Please just let me explain, Vic. It's been hard okay?" I interrupted him.

He lifted my wrists and kissed the large amount of cuts I had on them.

"You can't do this. You deserve better." He said.

I looked down and shook my head, no. How could I deserve anything good? If anything I deserve the worst.

My eyes started watering as I thought about these things.

"Hey, don't cry." Vic said while he pulled me into a hug but that only made the tears come flowing harder.

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{One Week Later}

"V-vic! Hel- help me!" I yelled.

It was currently 2 AM and I was having an anxiety attack. Vic had left to
go back home the night before.

I screamed and grabbed the sheets on my bed tightly. Tears were rushing down my face as usual.

"SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!" I yelled but I was alone.

Deep thoughts overflowed my mind and I couldn't handle it all.

You're worthless.

Of course he left. Who would want to stay with you?

Just end it all. It'll make the world a better place.

Nobody wants you.

I called Vic. This was too much.

No answer.

Something told me to call Oliver. I'd love to hear his voice again.

"Kellin? What are you doing up?" He asked.

"Nothing, but I'm glad you're awake. Please stay." I replied as my breaths shortened.

"Okay. Are you okay? Did Vic do something?" He asked.

"N-no." I said.

"Then what is it?" Oli asked.

"I don't feel good." I told him.

"I miss you." He replied. It was totally off topic for him to say something like that.

"Oli, that's very irrelevant right now." I said.

"Well then fuck, Kellin. Sorry, I didn't know you were such a drama queen. I guess we'll talk later."

And with that, he hung up.

"Ughhhhhhhh." I groaned to myself and laid down, hoping I could soon fall asleep.
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I GOT SOME INSPIRATION AHAHSHZNAnzbMdnzmzjnsshhYAY

ANYWAY IM GONNA WRITE ABOUT THREE OR FIVE MORE CHAPTERS AND THEIR WONT BE A SEQUEL. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE HAPPEN? COMMEBT

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