✧.* veintidos|twenty two ⋆·˚ ༘ *

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novah woke up early that morning, it wasn't unusual for her to wake up early when she was sleeping at a house that wasnt hers. she got out of bed not really bothering to check her phone and went to the bathroom to brush her teeth and braid her hair walking down stairs once she was ready finding the home's owner sitting on his couch sipping on coffee, one piece on the tv.

"hey" he smiled noticing her coming downstairs

"good morning" she smiled walking towards him

"you want breakfast?" he asked as she sat down next to him

"nope" she replied cuddling to one of the throw pillows "i dont really eat in the mornings"

the boy changed one piece to gilmore girls knowing that the girl didnt have a lot of interest on anime and he had started to enjoy the show she was so in love with.

°꒦꒷ミ🦈₊˚ . ̫ .🥽

they had gotten through an entire episode of gilmore girls when the boy's phone started ringing quackity's name appearing on his screen, his eyebrows scrunched it was weird to receive a call from alex. he turned and showed the girl his phone, a confused look on her face telling him to answer which he did on speaker

"hello?" he answered

"are you with novah?" alex asked

"yeah you're on speaker" foolish said

"hey" novah spoke

"novah listen you need to check twitter" the mexican boy told her "its jaylen he got banned or something and then people started leaking discord messaged"

"what?" novah asked confused "what did they say?"

"i didnt read the whole thing i think you should though" the boy said

"alright i'll check" she sighed "thanks alex"

"yeah no problem" he said "foolish take care of her"

"yes sir" and with that they hung up

"let me go and get my phone i'll be right back" novah said getting up from the couch

once she got back she sat next to him again, phone in hand twitter opened. she was no longer really involved in the gtav rp community anymore but at one point of her life that was what her whole timeline revolved around so it was weird when now it was filled with people from the nopixel community. one thing she noticed was her twitter dms where there were messages from people she had been friends with in the server and opened a few noticing they were just telling her they were on her side. foolish stayed silently by her side the whole time just looking at her phone and reading the tweets with her.

the first leaked dms she came across didnt really say anything about her in specific but it did show the boy saying slurs and talking shit about some of his so called 'friends', next up were the messages that did mention her.

merald
nah bro i wouldnt go for anyone from the gang all the girls are ugly

john
what about novah tho? she's alright

merald
dude she's okay but she's kind of a hoe

john
i mean that makes her easier

merald
broooo
brooo
brooooo
between us and you cant tell anyone else

john
what?

merald
she sent me some pics the other day if you know what i mean

john
holy shit and?
you planning on sharing or?

merald
*blurred pictures*

tears started falling out of novah's eyes when she saw that, whoever it was, the burner account that was posting the leaked messages had been decent enough to blur out the pictures when posting everything else on twitter but that still meant that there were at the very least 3 people with her nudes now and she felt the stupidest she had ever felt in her entire life. she remembered all the times in high school her friends and her had talked about how stupid it was to send nudes to guys and then she had gone and done it and now here she was in this situation.

"hey" foolish took the phone from her hands "hey novah its ok"

the girl wouldn't stop shaking and crying, and overall she couldnt stop feeling stupid, she had trusted this guy (who she had never met in real life or even officially really dated) with intimate pictures, that mind you were not full nudes but showed enough for her to not want them out there in the world, and he had gone and shared it with at least one of his 'friends' whose messages with had now been leaked, so now someone else had her pictures too and that meant even more people could have them. her head was spinning and she couldnt concentrate on anything.

"im so stupid" she mumbled as she continued on crying

"no no" the boy held her in his arms "hey its going to be okay"

"its all my fault i shouldnt have sent those photos" she sobbed "im stupid"

they stayed sitting in that couch, foolish holding novah while she cried hushing her and trying to calm her down while she cried for over 20 minutes until she finally calmed down enough to ask for her phone back and continue checking for any more leaked messages that might concern her, hesitantly the boy decided to give it back

opening twitter again sniffling she opened the burner account where the leaks were posted finding a couple more messages where he talked about how she was always all over him to the point where she was 'obsessed' with him, comments of people tweeting back most of them unsurprisingly calling her derogatory terms, making fun of her or attacking her. the gta rp community was as toxic as always and novah didnt know what she was going to do now.

her community were trying to defend her but the man had not only his personal community on his side, he also had most of the nopixel community backing him up and they were known for being extremely toxic especially towards women.

"do you wanna talk about it?" noah was bad at these situations, he didnt know what to say when people were feeling down so this was hard for him

sighing she started talking "i dated him last year... well kinda" tears kept falling "we never officially dated because obviously we never met but we started talking as friends and then it turned into more and i guess i was dumb enough to send him those pictures at some point i cant even remember why i sent them"

"okay its okay" noah comforted her "hey we'll get the pictures down ok?"

"but what if we cant?" she sobbed "what if its too late?"

"we'll figure it out" he kissed her head holding her as she continued to cry

°꒦꒷ミ🦈₊˚ . ̫ .🥽

novah had fallen asleep after crying in noah's arms for a while, when he noticed she was asleep he texted alex letting him know how she had reacted and between both of them they decided that the mexican boy would dm the account and ask for the messages to be deleted threatening to seek legal actions if they didnt, and now the ohioan sat in his couch with novah in his arms and an episode of gilmore girls playing in the background, this was not how he had imagined the first time she visited him would go like.

✎ᝰ ; [💬]
when i wrote this i realized i hated conflict but i already had a plan for this so we're going to get through it together ◡̈

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