Love Cult (Shrignold angst + lampnold) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 19

Larry pov
    Shrig has been getting more and more distant from me recently. When I ask him what's wrong he says nothing and walks away. He won't even kiss me anymore, it's like he's disgusted to be with me
    It's been about 3 weeks since we last cuddled too, on his bed after his breakdown. I truly miss it, I always felt comfort when we'd do that.
   I'm starting to get worried, he's been locking himself in his room more and more, he barely wants to hang out with me now. Everyone else in the house seems pretty concerned too, but we're not sure how to help.
    I want to be there for him, but I can't help but feel that he doesn't love me anymore. Every time he turns me away it's like a knife in my chest, I have to confront him about this. I decided today will be the day!
    As predicted Shrig is in his room, Tony hasn't been waking him up since he keeps his door locked 24/7. I walked up the steps and knocked on his door
    "Yea?" I heard him ask
    "It's Larry, we need to talk" I told him
    "About what?" He questioned
    "Can you open your door and I can explain better?" I said
    He didn't respond and I heard the door click, meaning he had unlocked it. I opened the door and saw Shrig laying on his bed
    "So, what did you wanna talk about?" He asked, standing up
    "Do you still love me?" I asked, cutting straight to the point
    "Yes of cour-" he cut himself off, looking off to the side
    "No, I'm sorry" he said before shoving me out of his room
    "Then we're done!" I yelled at him through the door, tears clouding my eyes
    I made my way to my room, feeling light headed. I didn't think he'd actually say that, I thought we'd have a heart to heart and be ok! I-I don't even know what to think anymore
    I clicked my door behind me and collapsed in my bed before I started sobbing
    Why did I think I could ever be loved? Why did I think the homophobe could ever love me?! He was probably just leading me on. Why am I so fucking stupid
   I layed there crying my eyes out, before I eventually drifted off to sleep

Word count: 400

[y'all I'm so sorry for the short chapter, I just have no energy or motivation, but I knew I needed to get one out today. I'll try and get a longer one in abt a week or so but idk. Also this is the first time in the entire book we've been in Larry's room💀. Anyways hope everyone has a lovely rest of their day!]