Blur memories

10

NEXT DAY:

Y/n:
        How's he?

Mrs. Choi:
             Fine!

Y/n:
         Here it's for him.

[Y/N gives a flower bouquet to Cheol's mother.]

Mrs. Choi:
       Why don't you give him yourself?

Y/n:
       He doesn't remember me, so it doesn't matter.

[Y/n smile sadly.]

Y/n:
      By the way, where is his girlfriend? I didn't see her.

[Mrs. Choi tilts her head in confusion.]

Mrs. Choi:
       What girlfriend? He likes you. Everyone knows that, and you too.

[Y/N looks at Mrs. Choi, shocked and half confused.]

Y/n: 
      Jeonghan tells me that he dates someone, which is why he doesn't talk to me because he's busy with his dating life.

Mrs. Choi:
      No, he has never dated anyone until now.

Y/n: 
      O-oh! Then I misheard. I have to go now. I'll come again. Bye!

[Y/N quickly rushes out of the hospital. There are so many questions in her mind. Why did her brother lie to her? If Cheol never dated anyone, then why didn't he contact her for the whole year? Y/N reaches her house.]

Y/n:
    I want to talk to you.

[Y/N said without looking at Jeonghan.]

Jeonghan:
      Sit, what happened?

Y/n:
      Why did you lie to me?

Jeonghan:
       Huh?

[Jeonghan looks at Y/N confused, while Hoshi looks at his siblings, still confused.]

Y/n: 
    Why did you lie to me that Choi date someone? What did I do to you? Why did you do this to me? You already know the consequences then why? Why......

[Y/N shouts at Jeonghan, still crying.]

Hoshi:
     He what? Hyung, why?

[Hoshi was also shocked now, he didn't knew anything about it.]

Jeonghan:
      Because you're being selfish because you only think about him, not yourself. What about your future? About your life? You don't do well in your studies. I get a call every 1 or 2 weeks, and every time they just complain about how your grades are going down day by day. Do you think I didn't warn you? I tell you to concentrate on your studies as well as talk to him.

[Jeonghan takes a deep breath and looks to the ground.]

Jeonghan:
        I'm sorry, I don't want to do this. I want to tell you that I lie to you and that it's not my intention, but I'm not that brave. Whenever I hear your sad voice, I lose courage all of a sudden. Do you think it's easy to live with the guilt of telling a lie to the one you love? I have lived in my own hell since the day I lied to you. I didn't sleep for the past year because of the lie I told my beloved sister.

[Jeonghan starts to cry; it's the first time Jeonghan has cried after their parents deaths.]

Y/n:
     Don't........

[Y/N said to wipe her tears.]

Y/n:
    Don't talk to me anymore. Living with you under the same roof is already too much for me.

Jeonghan:
      I'm sorry.

[Y/N starts to walk towards her room when she stops for a second and speaks, her back still facing Jeonghan's.]

Y/n:
     If just... If you don't lie to me, then I will never lose contact with him. He never thinks that I'm angry with him, and he never goes outside to buy something for me. He never forgets me. You're the only reason I lost the one I loved. What wrong did I do to you? You stole my love and my childhood best friend from me. I hate you. I will never forgive you.

[Y/N ran back to her room while Hoshi petted his brother's back.]

Hoshi:
      Just give her some time. She lost everything all at once. Her trust is in her brother, her lover, and her best friend.

END OF FLASHBACK