The In Between || [BxB]

What have I done

Kades POV

I walk my way to the school and the only things I can think about is the punishment that's awaiting me when I get home and them

all that will repeat in my head is the way they looked together.

Perfect
They looked perfect together

I was slowly starting to think it was a figment of my imagination and that my brain came up with the whole cruel scene. But the way they kept looking at me this morning

That was definitely no dream.

I felt like I was under a microscope the way everyone was staring.

I bet everyone else knew about them...

And time I would hear their voice my mind would go to what I saw last night. Then my mind would wander back to the nightmare...

I just couldn't stand to be in there anymore. I had to leave.

I decided a peaceful walk to school would help

It's not

All it's doing is giving me the quietness to ponder on what the hell happened.

The way Cameron's lips parted in bliss

The way they stared into each other's eye, lovingly

The way pierce pounded int-

"Hey gorgeous. Whatcha thinking about"

My body jumps like I just got jumpscared

"Benny you scared the hell out of me"
He laughs at me and stops the car

"C'mon today I'm giving you a ride. Get in"

My mind tries to decide against it but inevitably gives in

Maybe this is what I need

A distraction.

"What's got you panties all tongue tied?"

"Just a lot at home. Nothing too important tho"

He keeps one hand on the wheel and keeps looking over at me
"By the way your looking it doesn't seem 'not important. But if you don't want to talk about it that's cool" he says nicely, giving me an understanding nod.

That's what I like about Benny. He's gentle and not forceful about anything. He's kind and says a lot of funny stuff. He's a lot like....

I snap out of it when Benny announces that we're here.

I get out of the car quickly but Benny takes his time.

His tan skin glows in the cold sun. His hair looks wet but it's not. His muscles flex perfectly in his dark blue long sleeve and his pants grips him like it's life depends on it. And damn.

"You ready?"
I snap out of it
"Yeah let's go"

He walks in front of me and I'm glad. Because if he was beside me I'm sure he'd see the grimace on my face.

I'm not fucking gay.

I grit my teeth.

I'm not.

I make my way to my classes, sleeping through all of them except for the ones that won't let me.
Art
And P.E

Art because I refuse to sleep in my favorite class. Even tho today it's becoming less of a favorite by the way Cameron glares his eye beams through my head

You know how people say 'if looks could kill'?

Yeah. I'm pratically shitting my pants right now. He hasn't once, this whole class, looked away from me. It's kinda scaring me.

I finish my art work right as the bell rings and it looks like they're coming up to me but before they can ever take another step

I'm out the door.

P.E was pretty much the same thing. Except for with balls

And dodging

Cause that's what we're doing today.

Fucking hell

I get on the court and am immediately sent off to the sidelines after I get hit in the face with a ball

You'd never guess who was throwing the ball

Of course I'm the target of the receiving end of Cameron's ball.

At Least my nose doesn't burst into a bloody volcanic rupture like it usually does...

By the time we're in the locker room Cameron is still glaring at me and I'm still shitting bricks

"Are you okay? You're really not looking so well" the glowing golden boy asks

"I'm completely fine" I say looking him in his eye and shrugging it off while packing my bag. When I am in fact

Not fine

Right as I finish packing my bag, everyone starts to head out to leave school and I start to follow until I realize Cam is still here staring at me with Pierce right beside him.

Their eyes are gorgeous

I quickly look away from him and shake my head and I hear the locker door shut once again.

Phew they left.

"Are you sure everything's okay?"
I nod

He looks like he's about to give it up until he grabs my wrist and pulls me closer.
He bends down closer to where his nose touches mine and I can feel his breath on my lips.

"Are you sure" he whispers.

My breath hitched and his eyes bore into mine. His eyes flicker from my eyes to my lips and my eyes do the same.

All of a sudden his lips crash onto mine and he pins me up against the locker and tiltz my chin up.
The kiss is hungry
Desperate.
Lustful...
I snap out of it.
Our lips that were intertwined just a moment ago are parted
But not why you might think

"Why the hell did you slap me" he grits his teeth angrily.
I don't blame him, I would be angry too.
But at this moment I'm not thinking of his feeling.

I'm thinking of mine.

"I- i- " I stutter out
"I'm not gay" I pushed him away from me trying to un-trap myself.

He doesn't say anything else. All he does is grabs his bag

And storms out

What have I done...