Vent AU||let go of them. you need to heal. it'll be alright ||hurt/comfort

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Jimmy PoV:

"Tim. Let them go, I know how much you miss them but being 'friends' with Fwhip isn't good, interacting with Katherine isn't good, and texting gem isn't good. I love you dude, please listen to me," Grian said to me, sitting next to me, as tears flooded my eyes I couldn't bear the thought of forgetting them.

"No no you don't get it! You've never had this happen before! You've never has something so amazing and immediately taken away abruptly from the same person who gave it to you! You can ignore things and let things go I can't! I want to forget them..I know they weren't good, but please listen Fwhip and Katherine has changed.." I hug grian and let out a gasp of stress, I'm shaking, I can't think straight I love them. I can't just fucking leave,

He placed his hand on my shoulder and looks in my eyes, "Tim, look at me, please, don't, look at what they did to you, look at yourself, you don't talk about your emotions anyone but me Joel and Skizz, please" he looks upset and concerned, I continue hugging him as I nod and cry, the tears dry up and I feel like a mess, Grian helps me wash my face and do my hair,

[school]

"We're not allowed to talk, grian said your just gonna fucking hurt me again,but you haven't yet haven't you?"

"My mom said I can't talk to you either,"

"Oh, we'll it's settled then, block each others contacts, as if we were never friends, you were never real,and never talk EVER. your leaving in January next year, it's October now. Wonderful, I won't miss you but I certainly don't hate you"

As I walked away i sat under the trees in the reading corner and took out a book, 'Coraline' and start reading, as I was reading a heard a familiar footstep creepy up on my and look down

"Boo! Did I scare ya?" Scott's standing above me and sits next to me with sausage, hugging me he looks at me and smiles

"Hey Jim!" He said to me, smiling, "wait no it. Cant be- sausage, sausage do you see this,"

"Yep, I do, YOUR READING! IM SO PROUD OF YOU!" He exclaimed, and sat next to me Scott, I told them what happened and sausage had no clue of the story but tried to comfort me, Scott and told me it was best that I did that, he never liked Fwhip, gem or Katherine, he knew it'd end terribly,

I go home and open a smaller group chat, that consisted of me, martyn ren and Scott, I smile at the thought of them being my friends, and knowing that they'll stay,I block Fwhip and block gem and cry. Consistently and pathetically for a 23 minutes!

[next day]

I'm sitting at my table, alone without a partner, since ren was doing surgery, until I hear  Owen and martyn call me over,

"Jimmy! You can sit here Fwhip didn't come!"  I get my things and sit with them, sitting with Owen was acho, me Owen and acho has known each other since first grade but we never really talked, I got closer with them by time, and soon enough Inow consider them friends, I feel as so Joel and I have drifted apart, I love him, but he has his own shit to deal with and I wouldn't want to dump all my problems on him,

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