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Vent AU||i am NOT ok.||angst

Disclaimer: This is a vent AU It's basically my projection AU, and it's how I cope please don't point out things saying uts "cringe" and "funny" this is stuff that actually happened to me

Third person PoV:

"Why am I so different. I'm so weird and stupid. Why am I like this, everyone is talking about love and I haven't even grown properly, am I slow at life why is this happening, I want to knowI want to know what it's like... To feel romance, love, a relationship But my stupid fucking aro ace self cant even let me be normal! It's so Fucking normalised! Having crushes dating! I am so out of place!" Jimmy's yells out to grian, knowing he's about to cry,

grian is Aroace as well, but he doesn't feel this way, he is glad with being single he doesn't feel different he feels unique, which makes him happy, not jimmy dho, DEFINITELY not jimmy, Jimmy hates this part of himself, he hates being abnormal and different or as grian calls him "unique"

"Tim.. your normal! Your fine.. your not weird-" grian tried ti speak but was cut off immediately by his brother,

"I'm not normal! A normal person could love!" He says tears running down his face, his dark circle es under his eyes start to burn with the amount of tears that steamed down, it was painful, he tried to stop but couldnt, crying too much is another thing he just hates.

It was late, they were tired, but grian can't sleep knowing his brother isn't ok,

"You are normal... you can love, your friends? And me? You love them right? Is this about
Lizzie and gem? Is it how they are dating? Is it the fact that everyone is managing to date someone and your not able to get that relationship-"

"Oh for fucks sake grian! It's  not just that! It's how, gem is the one person I despise! And Lizzie is someone who cares about me! And he knows, oh she fucking knows! What she did! And she doesn't even Fucking care! Oh my Fucking god I hate her but I can't I just fucking can't she's my best friend and has been since preschool! She loves me! But she loves gem more-... and oh my god I am so sick of hearing! 'oh he's weird for not having a crush!' 'She's so stupid! She can't dress like that she's a girl not a boy!' 'Are you seriously telling me you've never had a proper crush!?' 'Hey could you leave. for only a second will call you back later it's just your not allowed to know what we're saying! Oh Scott? He can stay because we're uhm actually pretty good friends with Scott and it's not that we don't like you it's that your kind of emotional!' It's- It's how no matter what happens I end up being made fun of and I start to cry! And you have no idea what's that's like! Your quiet smart and the teachers they all like you! so they leave you alone!" He harshly rubbed of the tears coming from his eyes, the circles only hurt more,

He was shaking, and couldn't even speak properly, grian calmed him down a little bit Though he couldn't even help but they went to bed after a while,

[ Time skip ]

A few days had passed and at some point a rumour had spread that he said bad stuff about gem to one of gem's closest friends, at some point Lizzie got suspicious enough to ask him, well she probably doesn't think he said anything but there's a flying chance he did,

Jimmy was doing normal things, he was just sitting on his bed on his phone, till he gets a text

From someone, he's not even close with,