MY PERPETUAL LOVE

PART 16

I love u too y/n .... Love was a maze for me but now I got the definition it's u Y/n my definition of love is u.... Yeah..

She looks away...... And then turns towards him "Liar"

What!! liar and me... Y/n do u think that person who doesn't  even lie in his business deals then he would lie for a sensitive topic which can affect our future hnaa..

No.. I mean....

Ask what ever strikes to your mind y/n ask tell me what bothers u ....

Will u reply to my ques......

"Every single question" He stated.

I will ask but tell me why should I go with u " I love u" is not the answer first clearly tell how ur perspect about me changed ... Why u love me.....I need a proper answer j -hope Don't think I am testing u ......

  

I am not but the things from which I suffered is enough... I can't bear more hopefully u can understand.....

U don't need to explain I can understand..... I promise I will give the Best and clear explanation to u.....

I hate relationship not Love and both are different.... And when we met at first at cafe shop I neither loved u nor hated u...
Just got an stange feeling by ur presence a feeling which was unfamiliar to me.....

After marriage I don't know why I felt different when I was with u.. I was falling for u day by day... More harder and harder.....

You know overthinking is dangerous that also did for me ...So my stupid mind said love is never meant for a person like me... So I started to distance myself from u it wasn't easy but I have to coz I thought I wasn't the person who can give you that love  that u truly deserve.....

So my motive was always to divorce that's it....I Just wanted to see u happy .. I wan-ted to se-e y-ou ha-ppy y/n.....( His voice broke )

Listening to all this her eyes get heavy again....

She replied..

You did everything coz u wanted to see me happy... When u saw me today at University was I seem to be happy.....

J -hope look at me answer ...

No

I couldn't be coz an idiot has stolen that and that idiot is u..

The day when u left me u took my happiness too with u and never came back the whole fucking year I consoled j -hope will come as person and solve this out but no only messages....

When ur one Message pops out my heart races too fast... That u can't even imagine.... But at that time how can I even reply I am poor but not cheap I can't crush my self respect for my love ....

You did all for making me happy... U hid ur love from me but I didn't.....

How can u not notice my eyes which are filled with love which I hold only for u....

How can u not  notice when my heartbeat goes insanely when u are close to me....

How can u not get my happiness starts with u and end on u....

U are my first love j -hope not first relation that I can forget easily no I can't.... Loosing ur love is like loosing a part of me...... And I lost enough I can't loose more....

He quickly pulled her towards his embrace coz her condition is getting worse for continuous crying.......

Shhhhhh... Enough love... I am sorry.. please..