Beautiful • OBJ (under editing)

Chapter Twenty Three

"What are you doing here? How did you find me?" I asked extremely confused and upset.

I was ok. I was fine just a couple seconds ago and then he comes and makes me look at his beautiful face. Ughhh!!!

"It's near your old apartment. I went to like three places. Can we talk?" He asked looking past me into my room.

"No, Odell! Leave." I said trying to push him away but he wouldn't budge.

"No, stop. I'm not leaving." He said trying to stop me from pushing him. He just kept pushing him while he was trying to grab my hands.

"Raj, baby. Stop!" He said shouting at me. I stopped pushing him and let out an extremely loud sigh of frustration.

"Let's just go in there and talk, please." He said softly. I threw my hands up in defeat and turned back around to go into the bedroom.

He followed behind me and shut the door. I sat down at the table with my face in my hands. He sat in the chair next to me and turned his body completely in my direction.

"Raj..." He said softly stroking my hair. "I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you."

"Why are you here, Odell?" I asked not looking up at him. Tears were slowly forming in my eyes and I didn't want him to see.

"Because, I want you to come home..." He asked trying get me to lift my head up. It hurt to look at him. Why did he come here?

"No, Odell. it's not home for me anymore..." My said with my voice cracking as I tried to hide the emotion chocking me up.

"Of course it is, why wouldn't it be..." He asked rubbing my back.

"Because, Odell. I want it to just be us again. Me and you. I'm fucking IN LOVE with, Odell! I miss when we used to fall asleep on the couch together and talk to each other and you used to hold me an- "

"But Raj you brought Taylor in the picture!" he semi-yelled cutting me off.

"Because I know you don't feel the same." I said throwing my face into my hands feeling completely stupid for just professing my love the same.

" Why do you think I kissed you, Raj? From the day I met you I've been in love you. It hurt me when you set me up with Taylor." He said lifting my head up.

"I love you." He said softly brushing my hair out of my face. I felt like I have just fought a war with this man. I was tired and couldn't even speak. we just stared into each other's eyes until he crashed his lips into mine.

This time he didn't pull away. He pulled me from my seat into his lap. I felt his tongue trying to enter my mouth and I happily let it. I caressed the back of his head with my hand and left out a soft moan.

I was in heaven right now. This was all I ever wanted was for him to love me the way loved him. For him to show me he cared. Nothing could ruin the mome-..

"Shit! I'm suppose to be at work!"