Chapter 13 | Ummeedein

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After yesterday I just couldn't believe myself what have I gotten myself into

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After yesterday I just couldn't believe myself what have I gotten myself into. Nai, seriously. After she kissed me I thought I'll fight her, but no, aisa kuch hua hi nai! She hugged me tight, and just cried. Hume pata tha ki Karishma Singh confued hai apne feelings ko le ke, wo samaj nai parahi ki wo kya mehesoos kar rahi hai. "Kuch mat kahiye, kuch bhi mat puchiye, plijj jaise hai waise rehene de, jo jaisa jayega waise chalne de, plijj Haseena ji, hum binti karte hai aapse," humare gale me rehete hi kaha unhone.

But you know what, she's hurting herself and me too. Ya tho accept kare jaise wo feel karti hai, at least humse tho baat kare. Lekin nai, baat hi nai karni, tho hum kya hi kare, aur is sab me hum khud ko aise jante huye hurt nai hona chahate, par phir bhi, Wo ishq hi kya jo dard na de,!  humne bhi unhe gale se lagaya, khas ke pakada, "You're hurting both of us Karishma Singh"

"soory" she held me tighter. And after many days, humne ek dusre ko gale lagte huye so gaye, par mujhe gussa araha tha, khud par, unpar, allah pa, hamri kismat par, kis kis ko dosh de kis par ilzaam lagaye, and cheery on the cake? Unhe police force join karna hai, and ye sem khatam hone me abh do-theen hafte hi baki hai. 

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I was standing in front of the mirror in our room and Karishma was standing me hugging me from back, In do hafto me bohot kuch badal gaya, and guess what humar exam dates announce ho gaye, as ours is culinary arts, As a final exam, I will need to make a restaurant class dish in under 4 hours in a cooking school's kitchen. What kind of dish should I make? That depends on me, and all the necessary ingredients should be brought by me, and for written, the question paper consists about, General knowledge, Language and reasoning. aur ye exam teen din baad hai aur after that we have our farewell party. 

As of now, I'm not sure what Karishma is upto. unhone abhi bhi unke feelings ko naam nai diya, hamre rishte ko naam nai diya, she hugs me, I love it: but  I feel I'm cheating on myself. I'm hurting myself. 

"kya soch rahi hai aap Hasi," ughh  that nick name she gave me, "aap hume aise kyu bulate hai Karishma Singh? Aap hasi bolte hai, aur wo Gunaj Payal aur wo sab hasu, Haseen bulate hai, sab aise hamari mukhtasir naam, yani short form, bas wahi bolte hai,hmmm!"

She turned me around, still holding me in her arms, "Aap ko kisne kehe diya ki ye naam sirf short form hai?" her hand reached to my ears caressing them making me shiver, "apko pata hai, hamara kabhi koi dost nai bana, bache the tab ek ladka tha, kuch aur ladke usko tang kar rahe the, tho humne un ladkon ko guss ke maar diya tha, aur pata hai hume school se nikal diya gaya tha," 

I was shocked to hear this aur isse pehele hum kuch react kare unhone hamari soch ko padliya, "...matlab kuch dino ke liye, bas, par hum na, hum garv tha ki hum hamare dost ke kaam aye, humne madat ki uski, lekin uu no, humse dosti thod di, baat karna chod diya, itna ki wo unhi ladko se dosti kar gaya jo use ched rahe the, bas tab se tabhi se humne kabhi dost banaya hi nai Haseena ji, 

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