Its late night Thursday
I know that you heard me
You don't want the same thing
Well two can play that game
Heartbeat - Childish Gambino
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It was around 9pm and Johnnie decided to go home to sleep cause off his pounding headache. It was fine with me I know I'll see him tmrw and I get my house to myself.
I was in the kitchen looking for anything nice to eat because we had dinner early and I was starving. I opened a high cupboard and saw a loads of sweets on the top shelf. Johnnie must of gone shopping cause I don't remember this. I grabbed a Hershey's bar and a beer from the fridge before going upstairs.
A few hours later I was laying in my bed alone scrolling through my phone. I began to want to have Olivia next to me. I missed her i saw her yesterday yeah but why was it ALREADY so hard to last a day without her. We only just started talking again. Maybe I should call her and go round? Shall I? Idk
I put the phone up to my ear and let it ring for a bit. I sat there playing with my fingers waiting for Liv to reply. I was abt to hang up until I heard a whisper from the other end of the lien.
"Hello?"
"Why are you whispering" I asked as I put it on loud speaker and laid back a little
"Cause Jake I'm hiding in my bathroom rn" I sat in silence for a minute confused as fuck what was going on
"What?"
"Ugh" she groaned "toms back from his time away and all his mates are round with their mates and everyone's here and they are all getting drunk" she explained
"Ohhhhh, okay so u can't meet up later"
"Actually Jake I've been meaning to speak to you about this today, I forgot to call you" her voice getting louder now
"What do you mean" I asked
"I've realised that what's been going on is wrong for many reasons 1. I have a fucking boyfriend and I'm literally having sex with another guy 2. We are exes this shouldn't be happening we broke up for a reason Jake not just for the fun of it 3. I need to mature and can't keep calling you for random hook ups" my mouth parted a little as I looked down disappointed
"So what that's it then" I asked
"Jake I'm sorry to hurt you again but we both know that it's for the best" she explained and I sighed
"Can't we figure this out, or you could just break up with Tom" I suggested
"Why would you say that"
"Come on Liv we both know that u prefer me it's just logic"
"Ugh honestly Jake glad it's ended" she said before hanging up
I threw my phone harshly down on my bed making it bounce up and spring to the other side of the room as I scrunched up my hair in my hands a few tears falling down my cheek.
I was trying to stop myself from looking round the house for my drugs and it was hard this was the specific moment I need them. Oh fuck it
I got of my bed and stomped down the stairs annoyed and sad as I walked into the kitchen. I opened al my cupboards but couldn't see anything. I searched around in the bin and on the floor before running into the dining room looking all around but they were no where.
"FOR FUCK SAKE" I yelled as I just got 5 beers out the fridge and collapsed onto my sofa pulling a cig out my pocket. I got my lighter off the table and lit it as I turned on the tv
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Heartbeat || Jake Webber
FanfictionAfter Olivia and Jake broke up they have been hooking up behind Olivia's boyfriends back. Many challenges come their way as they both fall for each other again (Based around the song heartbeat by childish gambino)
