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So I'm chilling with my girlfriend
but she not my real girlfriend
she got a key to my place but
she not my real girlfriend
Heartbeat - Childish Gambino

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*1 month later*

I was on the couch watching tv as I held Mandy under my arm. We had been getting closer we weren't dating yet but just trying some things out. She was really pretty but I a bit of a slut. She wears the sluttiest outfits and I just know she has sex with other guys but I was enjoying rn so I just wanted to ignore all that.

She had her head tucked into my neck and her hand on my abs as I held her waist. I smelt the vanilla scent coming from her hair and I smiled as she stroked up and down my stomach.

For some reason I still thought of Olivia and it had been like that for a while now. She's never left my mind since the first day I met her. She truly is the most amazing person I have ever seen and I feel like a dick for letting her go. I should off tried to make her stay but I didn't.

Mandy looked up at me as she stuck her hand down my pants slowly stroking my dick making me adjust my posture. I sat up a little and she smirked as I got a little hard. She did the same sitting up and flipped on leg over so she was now straddling me with her hand still down my pants.

She connected our lips passionately making me scrunch my eyebrows as I pulled her waist closer to me. She had her free hand planted on my face as she leaned herself against me. She pulled at my waist band letting her hand slide them down my legs till the were off. My boxers went off with them so I was now bottom half naked.

We parted as I quickly began to pull her trouser and thong off over her ass and I threw them across the room as I put my hands back on her waist.

She positioned herself over my dick and before she could plant herself on top of me I pushed her off. I began to rub my eyebrows as i felt her eyes glare at me.

"Jake what the fuck" she said as she grunted

"Sorry Mandy it's just..."

"It's just what, what's so important that you stopped me from doing what I was abt to do" she yelled and I shook my head sighing "I know" she looked away disappointed "your still not over that pathetic slut of an ex girlfriend are..."

"Did you just call her a slut" I asked as I put my hand away from my face

"Yes I did, and you agree with me I know you do"

"Oh for fuck sake, Mandy do you hear yourself your acting as if you don't go round fucking random boys you meet in fucking fast food places" I yelled as I stood out my seat putting my trousers back on

"WHAT THE FUCK JAKE, YOUR CALLING ME A SLUT NOW" she said as she stood up after me defending herself

"I NEVER SAID THAT" I replied as I walked to the kitchen and she followed me

"NO BUT THATS WHAT YOU MEANT WASNT IT, JUST SAY IT JAKE ITS NOT LIKE I HAVEN'T BEEN CALLED IT BEFORE"

"oh my FUCK, MANDY I SWEAR PLEASE JUST LEAVE" I yelled as I turned around annoyed pointing to the door

"so your gonna kick me out? all because of your FUCKING EX" she screamed

"WHY ARE YOU SO JEALOUS OF HER YOU HAVEN'T EVEN MET HER BEFORE"

"Because Jake I actually like you. And I know that's gonna be hard for you to believe but I do, until now you have never treated me like any other man has. You act like I'm the only person that matters and I like that a lot" she explained and I loosened up as I paid close attention to what she was saying

"Mandy I'm sor..."

"Jake forget it, you clearly just like the other men" she replied as she walked to the couch grabbing her clothes and walking into the hallway putting her thong on as she did before leaving.

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I sat in my room staring at the ceiling regretting everything I had ever said to both of those girls. I had realised that I did really like Mandy a lot. She was so dear to me, she loved me, she cared for me. She may not of looked like the type to but I know she did. She was really pretty and so sweet I just wish I hadn't fucked it up like I did with Liv.

A tear rolled down my cheek leaving a stain behind it as I grabbed my phone flicking through photos of me and Mandy and me and Liv. I smiled at each one zooming in now and then before I decided to man up and get on with life.

I got off my bed and strolled downstairs to the kitchen. I bet you can guess where this is going. I opened the fridge grabbing a beer from out of it and I rolled a cigarette before I heard the front door open and Johnnie stroll in.

"Hey Jake" he yelled as I heard the door slam.

I turned around and he smiled at me as he walked up to me grabbing the spliff from between my lips and taking a drag for himself.

"Want a beer" I asked and he nodded as he handed me back the cigarette.

"Have u been crying" he asked and I rolled my eyes

"Mandy and I kind off had an argument" I replied scratching my head "and she kind of ended things I think"

"Jake what did I tell you man" he replied as he wrapped an arm round me and I chuckled.

"I know next time I'll listen to you" I replied and he grinned at me.

"Let's make this weeks youtube video to take your mind of things"

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