Can You Save Me? *UNDER EDITING*

Where Is Sam?

Tris

The first thing that comes back to me is mine and Sam's first kiss. It was a Friday and we were at a party. Both Sam and I had been drinking but we decided anyway to run away. The time was 3 am and we went to the beach. We sat on the pier with our feet dangling over the sea. We started talking about life and it was the first time I told someone about Andrew. He cupped his hands on my cheeks were pale and cold. His green eyes shone in the darkness, and before I knew it he had thrown me into the water. When I came to the surface, he stood on the bridge and laughed then jumped himself in and splashed water everywhere. I clung to him with only the moon to light and he kissed me. His lips tasted salty and summer. His hands were under my butt, my hands in his hair and my legs around his hips. He carried us up out of the water and we were at the beach and kissing. Soon, the kisses went over to the otherwise and I soon had lost my virginity on a beach in California

My eyes flutter open and the first thing I see is a white roof and white walls. Where am I? A voice compels me to move my pounding head. There's a boy on a chair next to my bed and then it a bunch of three boys and four girls behind him.

"Tris?" The boy in the chair asks.

"Sam ... W-where is Sam?" I asked with a hoarse voice. At first I thought they did not hear me but then switched them glances and one of the girls asked me "Tris Who is Sam?"

"M-my guardian angel" I replied

The door was opened up suddenly and Caleb came in. A light-approval washed over me as I turned to look at him

"Caleb, Where is Sam?" I asked again

"Have you forgotten? Beatrice, we moved from California and you two broke up" memories crashing down to me like a blow on the jaw. The past three weeks, all phone calls to Sam, my father's beat. Four, Christina and the rest of the gang and my attempts at suicide

"That's another thing, too" Caleb continues and looking straight into my eyes, "I was accepted to Aaron Academy"

"No fucking way!" I scream and should just throw myself on round his neck when I fall back into bed with a pain rushing through the whole body. When it suddenly turns me that he will have to go. Fortunately, he does not know what my father does to me

"When are you leaving?" I ask sad

"Now," he replied, looking down on the floor

"Oh ... but ... have fun", I answer and feel the tears run down from my cheeks. Caleb and I have not always agreed. He never accepted my bubbly or taste of my friends, or guys I've been with.

"If anything happens, call me and mom is outside"

"Mom? When she came back from Paris?" I asked shocked. It required certain that your daughter would try to commit suicide for her care.

"She came tonight, your doctor phoned her. But I have to go now. I love you Beatrice"

"I love you too Caleb" I whisper when the tears running down my cheeks