Can You Save Me? *UNDER EDITING*

The Death Of Me

Tris

The car ride home is silent. My father is glaring at the road and I gathers the courage for what is about to come when we get home and inside the walls of the hellhole I live in.

The car stops and we walk out. My father first and I trailing after. He unlocks the door and push me in. I fall and hit the floor with a thud

"You stupid bitch! Watch were you are going!" Andrew screams at me

"Yes, sir" I say as I stand up and brush away some invisible dirt. He turn around and goes into his study but not before he yells at me

"I'm coming up in 10. You know what to do"

I whimper as I hear the words, he coming up to my room in ten minutes. Since I got back from rehab everything got worse. His beatings are worse. His words stings more and his raping it harder to heal from, but what is hurting me the most is that I'm all alone. I'm not allowed to leave the house. My mother has moved out since her company got to move to Florida and Caleb are in New York studying. I'm left with him. I trudge up the stairs to my pink bedroom, it looks ridiculous. I should really paint it... I leave my schoolbag at the floor and start to pull my black shirt over my head and my purple skinny jeans. I'm now standing in my black cotton underwear and my armyworms as well as my blood red beanie. My door is swung open and there stands Andrew. He smiles a wicked smile when he sees me and in his hand his leather belt is dangling. I follow the belt with my eyes and i'm ready when the first last come across my stomach. Andrew laugh

"Turn around" he orders and I do as he said. My father fumbles with the claps to my bra but get it up faster that I wanted. He pulls his hand around me and clamps my left breast hard. While he is doing that he pulls his belt back and slash it against my skin. A scream interrupt from my throat and his fist connected with my temple

"Be quiet!" he roar at my ear. I nod my head as the tears starts to fall. The lashes at my back continues as he clamps my breast hard. Not long after he dumps the lash at the floor and takes his shirt of. He pulls me closer to him and roar his hand over my body. I'm weaken by the slashing and the blood is pouring out of the new wounds. My head hurts of the hit at my temple and when Andrew push me down at the bed I scream in pain. My back is throbbing and he laugh evilly at me. his pants is now off and before I notice what's going on I see the black spots. I welcome the darkness with open arms and i'm not longer aware of what my father is doing to me.

I'm floating in darkness. But it's a darkness I welcome. It doesn't show pain or hate or even love. I caught myself in the darkness longing for more and then everything is still and i'm no longer aware of my thoughts. The darkness is replaced by a scary light and everything is quiet.