The Dad I Never Had(Ongoing)

Part 18

I gasp as I sit up in bed, my breath heavy and sweat running down my face, my clothes damp and sweaty. I stand up and I stumble towards the bathroom that's attached to my door. Friday speaks up but it startles me a bit so I bump into the bathroom door

"miss yln your heartbeat is fast and it seems like you're getting a panic attack would you like me to get Mr. Stark"

I shake my head no as I slide down the bathroom wall

"N-no I-it's fine f-Friday"

I dig my nails into the palms of my hands almost drawing blood from how hard I'm squeezing. I squeeze my eyes shut trying to ignore the dizziness as it becomes hard to breath

"miss yln would you like me to get Mr stark it seems like you're about to pass out"

I shake my head as tears stream down my cheeks, I bring my knees up to my chest. I hear a knock on my door

"Yn!"

I panic when I hear Tony open my door and he rushes into my room then he runs into the bathroom and he kneels infront off

"hey hey it's okay it's okay I'm here I'm here okay"

He sits down and pulls me into his lap and I dig my face into his chest as I cry and sob my breath getting short and fast

"I-I c-can't b-brea"

I try to speak but it's hard cuz it feels like I can't breath and my chest is tightening. Tony rubs my back and shushes me telling me to calm down

"deep breaths baby, follow my lead okay deep breaths... In...hold...out...in...hold...out. Keep going you're doing so good baby"

I follow his lead as he helps me to get my breathing back to normal and to calm down. After a while I calm down and my breathing goes back to normal, I sniffle and every now and then a hiccup escapes my lips

"there you go you okay now"

Tony looks down at me as I look up at him with red and puffy eyes

"I-I'm sor-ry"

He frowns and lifts my chin up when I look down

"there's nothing to be sorry for it's not your fault okay"

I look up at him my lip quivering and he smiles down at me sadly, he brings me back into his chest and he rubs my back whispering reassuring words into my ear.

After half an our I calm down and I lift my head up from Tony's chest and he looks at me smiling at me with love and adoration

"you good, you wanna go get some food maybe watch a movie"

I nod and I rub my eyes as I yawn, I see him aww down at me and he stand up but when he does I remain on the floor looking up at him

"up"

He looks down at me and he chuckles then smirks

"you want me to pick you up"

I nod as I look up at him giving him the innocent puppy eyes and he sighs then chuckles

"I can never seem to say no to you can I not when you're giving me that look"

I giggle and he bends down picking me up, I wrap my legs around his waist, my arms around his neck and I lay my head on his shoulder

"there you happy now"

I nod and I hear him chuckle his laughter rumbling through his chest adn I feel it in my body, it's like a tingly feeling

"youre really something aren't you"

I smile

"I'm built different"

He laughs and ruffles my hair and I whine slapping his hands awat

"you sure are aren't you firecracker"

I frown as we walk to the kitchen

"firecracker?"

He chuckles as he walks towards the kitchen

"what does that mean"

He doesn't answer

"what does it mean old man"

He just smirks and keeps walking towards the direction of the kitchen

"tonyyyy tell meeeeee"

He just smirks

"that's what you get for calling me old man"

I huff

"asshole"

"it takes one to know one"

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Sorry for the longs wait kinda just finished with tests