Freen left me in her office. I hang here. It's hurt in what she react and said.
The reality slap me that freen didn't like me? So what's that kissing? Giving gift and always prioritize me ? "Is?? Ahhh!!" I shout inside her office
It's freen only oblige to taking care by force?
I cried in here until a knock coming from the door.
The door open and it's miss nam.
"Oh sorry Rebecca where is freen?" She asked i just want to answered her but my sob cannot hide it.
"What's wrong Rebecca " she walk toward me and sat beside me.
I didn't tell any words
"What freen say, did she do something stupid to you Rebecca?" She asked
I shook my head because i know freen doesn't like to share to anyone we're married
"You can tell me Rebecca, i know your wife is sometimes stupid "
I'm shocked in what i heard
"You know?" I asked while looking at her
"What?" She asked "that you and freen wives?" She added and i nodded
"Don't be surprised Rebecca we already knew it last month. Freen told us we are her friends " she say.
"Now tell me what freen did? Why you here crying?"
"We kiss b-but i-i told her this is not right because t-there no no love " i said with shuttering and mix of embarrassment.
Miss nam laughed "oh.. so what will her reaction?"
"She said (right ..) then become angry, cold then left me here" i say
"But it's true you didn't like her?" Miss nam ask
"I like her but she doesn't like me" i say
"How could you know she doesn't like you? She already say it?" She say with serious tone.
"No,"
"Then you are not sure, you are jump in a conclusion Rebecca " she said and i looked at her
"What are you trying to say miss?"
"Looked Rebecca if you like her, court of pursuing her. " miss nam say and i look down
"But miss nam i don't know how" i said while scratching my neck.
"Fallow your heart if didn't work come back to me i will help and teach you" she said and i gulped because she smirk like a evil.
"Come on i will drop you home its already 4:00 in the afternoon " she say and i nodded
We arrived on freen house "thank you miss nam" i say and she nodded and leave.
I went inside directly to our room and change into comfortable suits.
I went downstairs to cook for the dinner and yes i know how to cook.
I few minutes billy and bright came home.
We enjoy watching funny movies until 7:00 pm.
We looked at the door when the door open.
I feel nervous when we meet our eyes.
"Oh freen finally you here, we waited at you" bright said.
"Hmm.. " she responded and directly going upstairs
"What's wrong with her" billy say and me and bright looked at the stairs
"Maybe she might in trouble" bright sigh while me didn't know how to approach her now.
We prepared the dinner and i sat in my chair then i heard freen sat beside me Smilingly
"What's wrong with this girl. While ago she's cold now she's Smilingly like an idiot" i thought
"Do you want pork" we both looked at each other and said.
I blush and nodded. She put the pork in my plate and i did the same in her plate.
I smiled while chewing my food "oi oi oi! You two looked weird " billy say and i looked in my food.
"What? weird?" Freen asked
"You looked both inlove to each other but ah never mind " bright say and he giggle i blush more then looked at the other direction.
"Why? What's wrong with it?" Freen asked with chuckle
"Jeezzzzz freen looked at becky how she blushing right now" billy say and laughed
Freen looked at me but I'm not looking at her. She hold my chin to looked at her then she spoke
"Of course she is she's my wife" freen said then smirk,
i feel heat rashing up in my ears running to my whole face.
"Hey! Stop it! I can't swallow the food looking to both of you! " billy said and bright playfully punch his shoulder.
We peaceful eating until we done. I went to the garden and sat in a single chair looking the stars..
"Ahem" i heart freen.
"This spot is beautiful gazing the stars and moon" she say
"Yes they're beautiful " i responded still looking at the sky.
"Rebecca.."
I looked at her
"Hmm..." i response
"Aah. I'm really sorry earlier happened " she said
"No, it's okay freen I'm really sorry too" i said.
"It just i act like a immature earlier Rebecca and ah uhm" before she finish her words i hug her "shhh.. freen let's enjoy the view" i said i don't want hearing anything came from her that make my heart in pain.
I will do what miss nam told me.
We cuddle here gazing the beautiful sky and the silent is solace
Tomorrow i planning to tell irin and lisa my secret for helping me. Even i know i broke irin hearts but she love me more than anyone.
Her warm embrace giving peace into me.
