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chapter 12 - don't be so unsure

"Nngh"

"Nnngh"

Suzy - hey.

I heard her voice echoing in my head, not sure if it felt real or not.

I felt like I was deep into this void

Echoing voices, faces full of black as they surrounded me.

Telling me to wake up

Their eyes, or what even remained of what it looked like to me.

Standing in the middle of their chants. Taking it all.

Of what it used to be there, devoid of any life.

Face to face of them surrounding me more and more, crowding, taking me inside inside

Y/N - stop.

I put my hands to my ears, hearing them get louder.

Y/N - stop. Please.

I look up to one of them and all I could see,

Was myself.

He grabbed me by the arms as they all began to touch me, skin to skin as I was lifted up by this other version of myself.

His eyes were the exact same as theirs.

Suzy - Y/N!

Her voice throughout my head, my mouth opening more and more, revealing a light at the end of its destination.

I had become entranced before her voice got louder.

Suzy - Y/N!

I jolted up awake, my skin cold with sweat and fear.

I screamed loud with her hands suddenly on my arms

I turned to her, my chest hyperventilating to what had occurred.

It was all a dream.

But it felt, so real.

Just to me.

Just to only me.

Her arms around me, encasing me in her hug with my arms darting around the room

Suzy - it's okay, it's okay. You're okay.

I couldn't move or try to talk with my words, unable to escape my mouth.

Suzy - baby, it's okay.

She lets go, pushing herself back as she looked straight into my eyes.

She looked distraught, shook to her core.

Her fingers, moving my long, grown out hair to the side of my face, my chest had stopped.

I took a deep breath before regaining myself, holding her hand for comfort.

Suzy - hey? Are you okay?

Looking down at my lap before looking at her, I sighed some relief

Y/N - I- I'm okay.

She sighs too some relief, giving me a kiss before holding onto my arm

Suzy - you looked like you were dreaming something bad

Y/N - I- I know. It was just something.

Suzy - it's okay now, you're here. I'm here.

Y/N - y- yeah. Thank you.

Suzy - it's fine. Come back to bed babe.

She slowly lies me down, her arm now going on top of my chest, laying it there softly with her chin on it as well