Cov•et - ON HIATUS- K-pop/Multi Group FF

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Saturday, October 16th, 2022

Once I got in my room after making sure Ateez got checked in and settled, I immediately welcomed a quick warm shower and finally removed my makeup.

I stepped out of the lavish shower and put on my black silk pajamas and started on my skincare routine.

Yoongi had just texted that they got to the hotel, so I knew I had a bit of time left and enjoyed what was left of it alone.

I thought back to my long day. To Seonghwa and Hongjoong's fight. How no matter what I did in that situation, I'd always see it as my fault. How their attitudes towards me have now seeped into professional life, and even how long
I had left until the beans were spilled.

I had this nagging feeling that they would want me out of their management. But I couldn't be sure if that was paranoia or just properly reading the room.

I also thought back to the concert. How amazing they all were, to how absolutely beautiful Yoongi looked. How amazing it was to watch him take on his persona as Suga and make the stage his own.

I was knocked out of my thoughts as a light knock sounded through the room, and a smile took over my face as I realized Yoongi was here.

Opening the door, it revealed Yoongi, with all-black pajamas on as well. and his long hair was still slightly damp and lightly waving.

"Finally," he sighed as he stepped forward, shut the door behind him, and pulled me in for a big hug.

"I'm really glad this hotel thing worked out. I can't believe KQ managed to give us the same one," I said into his chest, and he let out a content noise.

"I think you were right, Hybe and KQ must share an idol-safe hotel list," he commented, and I nodded.

Yoongi pulled away and looked at me, "your hair is so pretty natural," he commented on the loose natural waves my hair took on when I didn't add heat to it, and I blew a loose strand out of my face.

"You think so? I'm a fan of the straight look," I shrugged and locked the door behind him, motioning him to walk farther into the room.

"No, this is my favorite," he smiled and I had to turn my head to cover the blush taking over.

"Do you want to sit on the bed or the couch?" I asked as he took off his shoes.

"The bed. I'm not going to lie, and I'm sorry if this disappoints you, but I don't think I can do more than lay, hold you, and talk," he said, almost sounding nervous as he took a seat on the bed and looked at me expectantly. His hands fiddled with his now bare hands, and his lip was lightly being bit by his teeth.

Despite how stunning he looked at this moment, my heart somewhat hurt for him.

"Are you worried I'd be upset if you couldn't spare some energy for sex?" I asked with a light laugh, turning around to turn off the bathroom light and padding over to the bed.

Yoongi watched my every move, from when I took off my slippers, to when I turned off the main light and turned on the bedside light, to then getting under the covers.

"I know you wouldn't be, I guess I'm still getting used to being with someone healthy...a majority of my relationships have been just subs...it's to be expected," he awkwardly commented, his hand reaching for the back of his neck, which reminded me of what Eun-Ji said.