small disclaimer for a very unorganized rant, i kinda wrote down my thoughts as i thought them so there's very little pacing up ahead.
i hate you i hate you so much that i dont even know where to begin with explaining how much i hate you i hate that i trusted you i hate that i liked you i hate that i inspired you did you really mean it though when you said i inspired you to let your stories out into the world or did you just say that so i couldve been your ticket back into this community im starting to think you never meant a word you said to me not like you meant anything you said to anyone ever since your apology because lets face it theres no way you meant it if you began writing it the moment you were banned youve never been honest about anything you just let ai do all the work for you because the only thing you can do on your own is make other people feel like shit while pretending theyre the problem when really you are GOD I HATE YOU I HATE YOU JUST SHUT UP DO YOU NOT KNOW THE SHIT YOUVE MADE ME WANT TO DO TO MYSELF ALL BECAUSE YOU BETRAYED ME WHO CAN I TRUST NOW WHEN FOR ALL I KNOW THEY COULD BE HIDING SECRET TRANSPHOBIC PASTS JUST LIKE YOU DID PENSTEEL FUCK YOU AND FUCK EVERYTHING YOU EVER DID FOR ME WHEN REALLY IT COULDVE ALL BEEN A PLOY SO I WOULD BE UNDER YOUR CONTROL BECAUSE YOU NEVER REALLY GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE IN THIS COMMUNITY DID YOU YOU JUST SAW YOURSELF AS THE INNOCENT VICTIM BEING BULLIED BY JUST ABOUT EVERYBODY WHEN IN REALITY YOU WERE NOTHING MORE THAN A FUCKING PARASITE WHO ONLY HURT US
i feel like im going fucking insane because of you
YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
