(follows on from the previous part)
i want to walk away from it. maybe not forever, but... i want it to feel like less of a chore to write it than how it would right now.
right now the plant's grown so tall that it's actively holding me back from all my other plants, and refusing to let go...
...
and yet, everyone still gazes on.
please be honest, what IS your favourite of my plants?
...
you said the one that's draining me to keep taking care of, didn't you? the one that keeps me tied down to it...
...and the one i deep down just want to disown...
...
i hate how popular it became.
i wanted that to be a DIFFERENT plant, not sure which, but... i would've preferred one...
but no...
it was that plant...
...
let it die.
let me be able to move on and water the plants i like more, while planting seeds that i want to, without having to cater to a parasite.
but no matter what...
i know what they want...
please stop saying it's your favourite out of my plants... all that does is help the plant grip tighter around me.
YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
