[same cw's apply - only i'm gonna be more explicit... to repeat: cw for d--th, and especially animal/pet d--th]
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i guess i just need to be honest about it... this is gonna hurt, but frankly... not as much as i've already BEEN hurt by this.
i'll give you guys the context as to what happened... but with a bit of background information, so you aren't too lost...
...here goes...
i don't think i've talked about them here yet, but my family had two dogs. one a little bit younger than me, and the other a bit younger than my middle brother.
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yeah... i don't think i have to say anything else... you all can probably infer the rest...
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i'm sorry... this shit's really gonna affect me. i already feel a lot less... happy than normal. almost... numb? but also lingering sadness, and even a bit of anger...
seriously... it's been about sixteen hours since my mum told me, and i've only gone downstairs ONCE in that entire time... the rest's been mainly spent in my room, just... thinking.
thinking about how i didn't get to say goodbye...
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YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
