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AGAIN AND AGAUN I OPE UP TO PEOLE ONPY FOR OTNTO BACOF8RE
AGAIN A D AHAIN I LET PEOLE INTP FRIENDSGROUSP ONEYP TO BAKCFIRE
AGAIN AND AGAIN I GET ATDACYEND INYLNFOR IT TO BACKFIRE
AGAIN AND AGAIN NY INDECISSVENESS ABKUT EVERYTHING BACKFIRES
ITSALLMYFAULT
ITSMYFAULTIDIDALLOFTHIS
ILETPSINMYSELFIFIRSTTALKEDTOSOLARIFIRSTSPOKETOSIGNYIHELPEDBLADEIGOTATTACHEDTOYOU...
i know you're reasing this... i can't bring mtself to hate you. not after eberything...
...
that's why i'mxdirecting this towsrds myseld... i'm too weak to do what i know i have to... becausw at least i didn't have another trauma that ps helped me with...
...
but there was something i WASN'T too weak to do...
...so idid it.

YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-