[expect a lot of typos, i'm typing as fast as i can.]
...
is it just me, or does it feel like eveeythibg's falling aoart now?
like so many of us are startung ti struggle, and it's really gettung to me just because of how bad a lot of these are... i'm scared, no, TERRIFIED EVEN, about the future...
i'm wirrying if some if us will even make it there.
you all mean a lot to me. if you're reasung this, you're probably ine of my favourite peoole on the planet right niw. and as a result, i need ti helo all of you.
if i fail, i could never forgice myself. the inly way i could is by joining you.
i'm not going to fail... right?
it's gonna be ikay...
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IM NOT FAILING ANYONE
EVERYTHIJGS GOING TI EB OKAY
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WELL BE FINE I PROMISE ILL BE HERE FOR ALL OF YOU JUST DONT LEAVE OLEASE I COULDNT LIVE WITH MYSELF
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IM NIT FINE BUT I INEED TO BE IKAY SO EVERYINE ELSE CAN BE OKAY
I HAVE TO HELP EVERYONE OR ELSE I COULSDNT LIVE WITH MYSELF
ITLL VE OKAY
IM RIGHT HERE GUYS AND I ALWAYS WILL BE
NOONE LEAVE ME PLEASE
IM HERE FOR ALL OF YOU
ID FUCKING BLEED MYSELF DRY IF IT MEANS YOU ALL WOULD BE OKAY.
IDONTCAREABOUTMYSELFIONLYCAREABOUTMYFRIENDS
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maybe i'm scared of myseld too.
YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
