Twisted Reincarnation

61 (Betrayal)

"Are you going to congratulate us now?"
It's Georgina and her mocking tone.

"No. Where is Shawn? Why are you holding his phone?" I tried to sound compose but Im literally shaking right now. I feel numb in my stomach as tears continously fall down from my face. Why am I so emotional.

"Oh. Why are you looking for my fiance?" She said mockingly. I grip my phone and fight the urge to throw it out.

"He's not your fiance. He is mine." I heard her laugh on the other line. Maybe I sounded so cringe. I don't care.

"Yours? No sweetie, you just had him for a bit but he's not yours." I tried so hard not to sob. I'm really sensitive right now. I don't want her to know that I'm shaken with this bullshits. I can't reach Shawn plus the news. Everything's mess up.

"Keep dreaming." I hung up the phone and wipe my tears. Why did I even cry? Shawn will never do that.

This is unfair. Why is this happening? Shawn will never do this to me. Siguro ay may nangyaring hindi maganda. Yes, it's all their fault. Why are they so against us anyway.

I calm myself and fix my make up. I trust Shawn. He will never do me like this. Those damn wench can't ruin us. Ang kailangan ko lamang ngayon ay ang assurance mula kay Shawn. I need him right now.

Maya-maya pa ay bumukas na ang van at sinalubong ako ng nag aalalang tingin ng mga kasamahan ko.

"Are you alright?" I nod and smile.

"It's nothing they are just trying to ruin us. I know Shawn. He won't do that to me." they nod and enter the car.

"Are we still going there?" I smile and nod. They made the ride lively. Nag-usap kami about other topics. Maybe they just don't want me overthinking.

Maya maya pa ay sunod sunod ang tawag at messages na pumasok sa akin at kay Shane. Mula eto sa mga reporters. They are eagerly waiting for our response since me and Shawn are publicly dating. I turn off my phone and ganun din ang ginawa ni Shane. I don't have enough energy to explain everything gayong hindi ko din alam ang nangyayari.

Maya-maya pa ay nakarating na kami sa hospital. Gusto nilang sumama but I told them na I can do this alone.

"Are you sure?" Trina asked. They are all worried.

"Of course. Go on, umuwi na kayo." I smile at them.

"No, we will wait for you okay?" Shane said at agad naman silang tumango.

"No really, I can do this alone." They didn't budge.

"It's either will come with you or hihintayin ka namin." I surrender. There is no stopping them.

"Thank you. I'll be back." I smile at them.

I wore a cap and a mask. Baka mamaya ay may reporter ng nagkalat dito or maybe one of Georgina's scheme. I don't know.

Since, this is a private hospital with a topnotch security ay maayos naman akong nakarating sa elevator. I'm calming myself habang hinihintay na makarating ako sa floor kung nasaan ang ina ni Shawn.

Dahan dahan akong naglakad. I texted Shawn again and asked him where he at but still no reply. Halos ayaw ko ng tumuloy. My gut feeling is screaming right now. Huming ako ng malalim bago nagpatuloy maglakad.

Natigilan ako ng mapatapat ako sa isang room.

"Come on, now. You're my fiance so I can kiss you." Agad nanlamig ang katawan ko. It was Georgina's voice. He's not talking to Shawn right? No way.

I peek at the small glass where you can see what's inside. I almost fell. My tears begin to fall. I can't move. I feel suffocated.

It was Shawn sitting motionless with Georgina on his lap. Her hands are on his face.

I couldn't hear what he's saying because it felt like he's just mumbling.

I felt a punch on my gut. A searing pain when I saw how they start kissing each other. Natutop ko ang aking bibig. No, he wouldn't this to me. My Shawn will never. I saw how they make out and Im just there bleeding in the corner. I watch my man with another woman.

I wanted to scream but there are no words coming out of my mouth. I watch how he betray everything we had.

I thought I was strong. I thought kaya ko. Akala ko matapang ako but when I saw him kissing another woman I felt so weak. Like I don't have any will to fight. Ni hindi ko magawang tumakbo palayo.

Pinikit ko ng mariin ang aking mata. I need one last courage. I need a courage to clear things up. Akma kong hahawakan ang door knob when I hear Georgina's word.

"That's right. We belong together. Kung hindi dahil sa Chantal na iyan ay hindi sana nalagay sa bingit ng kamatayan si tita." Natigilan ako. Is that why he's doing this to me? Does he hate me? Was it all my fault? Did I make things unbearable for him so much that he chooses to hurt me this way? To the point of crushing me into pieces.

I don't know. I couldn't think anymore. All I know is I'm walking away from them. I can't bear it anymore.

Nakailang hakbang na ako ng makarinig ako ng malakas na kalabog.

Pinikit ko ng mariin ang aking mata bago tumakbo sa elevator. I don't wanna know what's happening to them anymore. I don't wanna know. I can't take anymore of it. I completely break down on the elevator. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako nakarating sa parking lot. All I know is I'm crying and shaking the whole time. Agad nila akong sinalubong at niyakap. Patuloy lamang akong umiyak.

Maybe, we are really not for each other. Siguro ay hindi ko na dapat ipilit. Dapat ay hindi ko na hinayaang mahulog ako sa kanya. I shouldn't have. I feel like my world is crushing down. I'm literally gasping for air begging for the pain to finally stop.

*Hi! Sorry for late update. Hindi ko alam kung paano kayo sasaktan e. Jk. Thank you for reading.