dirty little liar || Michael Kuza

There's no such thing as accidental infidelity..

Imma gonna start putting title creds so you can check out the songs :) 

Title Cred; there's no such thing as accidental infidelity -You Me At Six 

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-Georgina-

3 months since I had left tour and I was missing them so much,I didn't even get to tell Kuza how I felt about him which kills me even more than the cigarettes I smokea dangerous amount of each passing day,my parents have been cold to each other and don't even make an effort for me and Spencer,as far as Spencer goes she hasn't been handling it well,she's fallen into deep depression she's been cutting and hasn't spoken it months.Me however I just don't care I have my cigs and that's all that matters to me,me and mom haven't been talking much and I haven't even bothered talking to dad,there's no point he's obviously over us.At the club I haven't been putting in much effort because that was the reason my parents split up, my stupid job.

Everyone's noticed my change and they're concerened about me, I don't know why though because not even my own father seems concerened in the slightest.I've also started drinking heavily which puts strain on my voice, I don't think the cigs are making it much better either.I had to wear alot of makeup to hide my chapped lips and dark eyes.I don't even know why I bother anymore I'm not impressing anyone,they've all heard me sng now, why are they still interested!?.Currently me and the girls were working on a special song, it was Goner by twenty one pilots,this song wasn't sexy at all I just love it and the girls managed to put a dance up for it,it was going to be slow, I didn't need to wear makeup or a sexy outfit, I was going to be me,I couldn't wait because then they'd see the real me.

The night finally arrived, I arrived in a baggy Kurt Cobain style cardigan and a dirty white tank top with some beat up skinny jeans, my converse were sat prettily on my feet,my face was bare and my hair was straight,''ready?'' one of the girls ask,''I guess''I take in a deep breathe,I walk out onto stage and then I got very self concious,was I going to ruin my moms buisness, I'm going to loose my job, oh god!,''So tonight,I'm going to be doing something a little bit different,seeing as this club is full to the brim of fake identities and powdered faces, one of us needs to be real with you guys and that will be me.''I explain,''You guys now me as Hope the beautiful singer but I'm Georgina the burnt out addict''I tell them and drop my cardigan as the spotlight was hot on my skin,''I am the girl you get off too and I hope I haven't ruined everything for you but I need you all too know who I am because I can't go on being this pretty little singing girl, I just can't This song I'm about to sing is very personal to me and I'd appreciate it if y'all could respect that'',the girls walk out onto the stage wearing hospital like gowns that just came above their thighs and their make up was very natural.''This is Goner by Twenty One Pilots,thank you''I sit on the piano stool and start to play,'' I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,

I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I want to be known by you,
I want to be known by you.

I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I want to be known by you,
I want to be known by you.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I've got two faces, blurry's the one I'm not,
I need your help to take him out,
I need your help to take him out.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

Though I'm weak and beaten down,
I'll slip away into this sound,
The ghost of you is close to me,
I'm inside-out, you're underneath.

Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.
Don't let me be gone.

Don't let me be.
Don't let me be.

(Ah, yeah)

I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I'm a goner, somebody catch my breath,
I want to be known by you,
I want to be known by you.'' I sing,the crowd are quiet to begin with, one person starts to clap which leads onto everyone clapping, my eyes were watering.This was the most amazing moment, Money was thrown onto the stage, me and the girls collected it up after the girls drowned me in a group hug.''$500!!!!!!''Sofia exclaims after counting up all the money,this was the most we've evrr made in tips ever,''you're amazing Georgina!''Sofia throws her arms around me,''thank you''I hug her back.

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''That was amazing, I'm so proud of you''Mom kisses me on the cheek when she gets to me at the bar,I was on my second drink but I wasn't drunk......yet.''Thank you mama''I kiss her cheek,''We have someone in the office who wan'ts to see you''she tells me,I go with her to her office and there's a woman who had tattoo's and she was wearing skinny jeans with  a P!atd jumper,''hello?''I ask,''Hi,my name's Rosie and I'm a scout for Fueled By Ramen and I'd like to sign you onto our label''she tells me,''WHAT!?''I scream in utter shock,''we'd like to sign you Georgina'' she repeats with a huge smile,'' you mean you want to sign me to the same label as Panic! At The Disco and Twenty One Pilots!?''I could believe what I was hearing,this is the best thing that had ever happened to me,I've always wanted to sing but I didn't think i'd make it and It was finally happening,''I'd love too!''I beam,''great,come down to the office tomorrow and we'll get the papaers you need to sign''she hands me a buisness card,''thank you so much''

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