Broken

Worthless

After a few days of throwing up the food they have given me, my stomach has finally settled. I haven't had the chance to ask them about the meat. It is different from anything I have had before, even before Dohean started feeding us unknown substances.

They have stopped putting the lock on the door. I don't know if they are starting to trust me or it is a test to see what it is I were to do with the trust they are lending me. I remember the words Clayton had told me. Is everything temporary? I look around the room. In school they always told us, 'One day the sun is going to explode and there will be nothing left of the earth.'

Why does everything we live up for, dream for, and die for worth nothing. Our lives just a faded memory until everyone around you die. I stare at a spot on the wall that has a crack through it. Is this building going to break down? It is already falling apart. Will I be there to witness or be crushed by the fall? Or will I be just a forgotten memory? I chuckle at how stupid I am being. Everything is worth something. Right? We don't just fade away from the universe.

Short chapter. I know. Did not have time to write today.