to him.

31;

(Consider this an apology letter)

Dear, You.

I feel awful about how heartless I was in the last letter. I don't know what even came over me.

I am beating myself up over all of this and feel so horrible.

Why am I so awful? I'm not sure.

It might have to do with the fact that you won't notice me. But I am not turning this on the things you do and don't do.

This is supposed to be an apology to you for being such an awful person.

And I deeply regret everything awful that I said to you through the last letter that I wrote.

It was supposed to be happy because I waa reaching milestones in my letter writing.

I am never committed to anything and don't stick with anything. So it was very important for me to sort of celebrate it.

In the honour of my commitment to this whole thing.

Because, well, I already explained my reasoning for it all.

I just hope you can forgive me...

From, Me.