Suicide Note(ps. not dead yet;p)

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Ok so this is a bit old and I figured that I want to share it. Just graduated and rode through a hail lightning storm sooo... yeah. Enjoy :D

What have they done!?
I can't even cry anymore?!?
The only things that make it better
Is music and the one I adore
That friend who is so special to me
I wonder how can they not see
I'm heels over head diving
But if they do know
Why are they lying
Can't anyone see?
That the one I talk about is me!?
I'm in love with one who loves another
I heard her say it herself
That He's the only thing that helps
Or more properly
'In this...world he's the only thing that makes me happy."
But that's you for me
So I'm dying inside from both you and me
And I know first hand that longing so I know it can never be
If what makes you happy is him then please stay happy with him for you see
Your own presios smile is the only thing that saves me
Stay happy because it would destroy me if you left him and came running
Because I know that your heart belongs to him and not me

This is a poem that I don't plan to publish...
This is a suicide note...(PS not dead...)

Eki Lvezgiv "Sorry to be so depressing, but one of the biggest lies you'll ever hear is It will be okay..."
" My word is my bond...'*, but I live my greatest lie each day.*'"

"I'm not okay so don't ask if I am"
~The One
(with my smile)

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