Steve pov
All I can think about is nat, I can't get her out of my mind, all I can think about is her smile, her green eyes that can convince anyone to do anything, her amazing smile that makes me feel at home, her beautiful red strawberry hair that hangs down on her shoulders, I can't stop thinking about her, and then it hit me, could this be true? No it can't be, can it? Do I Steve Rogers love the blackwidow, Natasha romanoff the most beautiful women in the world, it's true isn't it I love Natasha romanoff, I feel like shouting it to the world announcing it to everyone, but I can't not now not at this time, later yes I'll tell her later at a better time but not now but my thoughts were interrupted however by a groan, I look to Natasha to see her stirring, nightmare, she must be having a nightmare, she has them frequently I always ask her to open up to tell me so I can help her but she never will she's always to closed up, she feels the need to lock up all her emotions and problems she says she doesn't need any help but that's only because she's stubborn Nat calls it brave I call it stubborn, but that's one of the parts I love about her, she's no damsel in distress but saying that I'm sure she won't mind if I wake her up, actually she might be glad I know what it's like to have nightmares and I'd be glad if someone woke me up, so I'll help her out, I quickly pull over and nudge her gently, at first she doesn't wake up but then she does
"Nat- Natasha are you okay? You were stirring in your sleep" I ask
"Um yeah- how long have I been asleep?" she asked confused
"About an hour, were only 20 minutes away from the airport, you sure your ok?" I ask one more time just to be sure
"Yeah fine" she replies, I saw she was about to say something when the window behind us smashed, it makes me jump, I was about to grab my shield and gun when I hear Natasha shout
"Ahh shit" I look to her then I look behind and see a women half out of the window smiling holding a gun and then I realised
"Natasha!!" I shout
"Ahh- I'm fine keep your eyes on the road and get us out of here" she shouts back, I look at her and nod, we then start to pick up speed and yet more bullets fly past us, one just barely missed me, I look to nat to see if she's ok and I see she's closing her eyes, I try to shout her name but she blacks out, I know I may not have much time and that its up to me, I push my foot on the peddle dodging and skimming past other cars just missing them, I turn in and out of more corners than I can count and desperately try to lose them, I look over to nat and still see more blood flowing out of her wound, I know this is bad.
After what seems like forever I finally manage to lose them, I continue driving till I get to a forest that was nearby I pull over as quick as I can and carry nat into the forest, I know it isn't ideal but I know whoever these people are will find us in a matter of time so it's probably best we lose them in the forest were there will be trees and bushes for cover.
I continue running with Natasha in my arms into the forest, I see her eyes flickering so I set her down
"Nat"
"Natasha!" I shout, and to my surprise the beautiful eyes that can convince anyone to do anything open
"Nat can you walk?" I ask, she looks at me and scrunches her eyes
"No" she replied with a horse throat
"Steve leave me, I've lost too much blood, they are after me not you, if you go now you have a better chance please just go" she begs, I look at her in shock
"No I'm not leaving you no matter what I'm not leaving" I shout, she looks at me and huffs she was about to say something when we hear a shout
"Where are you Natalia?, you may as well Come with us now voluntarily and this might not be the most painful day of your life" the women shouts
"Steve give me your gun, you carry me and I'll cover you" I look at her and nod
"You sure your up for it?" I ask concerned as the shouts get closer
"I can handle it, now come on" she says sternly, I pick her up and run, run like I never had before as fast as I can, I hear gunfire in the back ground and body's thumping, that's my Natasha, I feel the wind and hear the sound of the bullets near me as they fly past, I see a big Maize field and take that as my chance to lose these jackasses, I run in every direction possible left to right and finally meet a deep enough area to lose them in, I run for another 10 minutes after the gunfire stopped, I needed to make sure that we lost them, I continue to look down at nat who is barley keep in her eyes open
"Nat keep your eyes open!" I shout, she looks up at me and smiles, that beautiful smile that makes me feel at home
"You don't need to shout Rogers I'm right here" she whispers barely audible for me to hear, I admire her trying to lighten the mood but I don't think it's working not for me anyway, I set her down and take off my jacket and scrunch it into a large ball and press it onto her wound
"Ahh watch it Rogers" she says with pain showing in her eyes
"Nat keep pressure on it, were nearly there" I state
"Nearly where" she asks
"I don't know" I say whilst looking at a parked jeep
"let's find out" I say whilst picking her up and placing her in the passengers seat, I run to the drivers seat and start the engine
"Steve- follow- the uh back roads they should lead to a farm or an outside uh house" Natasha says weakly, I know I'm running out of time.
5 minutes later, I followed Natasha's advise and she was right I found a house and a barn, I drive up the drive way and pick up a now unconscious nat, I shout and scream for help and a older women rushes out of her house confused
"Oh dear bring her inside now!" She shouts
"Can you help her?" I ask desperately
"Yes I used to be a nurse just bring her in" I do as she says and follow her into her house
"What happened?" She asked whilst clearing the table
"She was shot" I say simply not bothering with a lie because I can't fake this
"Set her down here, what's her name?"
"Natalie, now please, can you help her?" I ask again desperately, fearful for the women I love's life
"Yes now please give me room there's a bed in the spare room have a rest you look like you need it" she says whilst pushing me back
"But I need to be here with her" I try to say
"You've done everything you can now let me help, get some rest and give me some room" she shouts I look at her then at nat on a random ladies kitchen table bleeding to death, I realise this can't get much worse, I head to the back room when the lady asks
"Wait sir what's you name?"
"James, ma'am"
"Well James I will do everything I can for Natalie" I nod at her and look at nat one more time, I then go to the back room and collapse on the bed
"Please Natasha get through this, I can't live without you"
A/N hope you like, new chapter coming soon, as always please vote and feel free to give feedback thanks for reading -shield135 x
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FanfictionNatasha Romanoff, the blackwidow A Former red room spy but now is working for shield and is an avenger. She thought she finally figured out her life, she thought she finally got away from her past but as she soon finds out, she was wrong, so wrong...
