Hidden secrets

Not again

Steve's pov
"I know you can hear me" I look to the monitor to see the feed from Nat's hidden camera
"Steve I'm sorry" I huff
"I know" I say back continuing to watch the feed not taking my eyes off it
"Look Steve I didn't know Barnes was working for them" coulson says putting his hand in my shoulder
"I know I'm not angry at that I'm angry that she's facing him alone, last time that happened he shot her I can't let that happen again Phil"
"She'll be fine she can take care of herself" he try's to reassure me but I don't think it's working
"Captain if there's one thing I know about Romanoff is she's the one person I trust to take care of herself and the one person that can do anything when they've set there mind to it she's gonna be fine" may says with the same hard expression but a little smile as she recalls back a memory, probably that mission they were talking about together earlier, I wonder what happened? My thoughts were soon interrupted as more sound came from the feed
"Look i'll do what I came here to do I think I know how to get out of here but one things for sure its gonna hurt like hell" she says looking at her binded hands
"Wait is she?" Daisy asks not keeping her eyes off the screen just like me
"Fuck me" she says as she cracks her thumb out of place leaving her blood drip down her hand. She groans loudly and slips her hand out of the first cuff I shiver at the sight and silently pray to God that she'll be. We all continue to watch in amazement as she continuously takes down guard after guard all male and twice her size by the way, sneaking past any girl and  managing to not set off any alarms, God she impresses me. Just minutes later all I see is her running round the hallways
"I hope this helps" she says panting
"Yes yes it does" fitz says mapping out the base hallway for hallway not missing a single door or turn. Five minutes and a whole lot of venturing round the corridors later the alarm goes off ringing loudly in ours and hers ears
"Fuck" she whispers under her breathe then laughs, as if on habit I say
"Language" thinking nothing of it till she says
"Sorry steve" with a laugh she knew exactly what I'd say, one of the things I love about her. She then starts sprinting round the hallways and worry and anger starts to boil inside me, he better not show up, he better not hurt her I swear to god if he does I don't know what I'll do. After more countless minutes feeling like hours of watching she finally reached the armory fitz maps it down on the paper and I silently shout 'yess!' In my head, I move to go in for the extraction but his voice comes over the line I look back at the monitor to see James standing there armed with 3 girls behind who knows how many more coming, I move to leave but coulson stands in front of me
"Move, she needs our help" I say looking down at him anger building up, my best friend from the 1940s has turned up after trying to kill me and nat a first time and taking down shield is now standing in front of the women I love with a gun and he won't let me past that's not gonna turn out to well for him
"Wait" he says "we can't just barge in there Steve the whole part of her going in there was to map the area to show us exactly what we're dealing with and after having that info for a second without properly looking at it would be the same as walking in there blind and back to square one you'd be killed or worse on sight, she's given us a chance, let's use that properly so we can take down the red room without losing anyone's lives including nat and yours got it?" Coulson asks still not moving, I look at him then glance at the camera feed, he's right as much as it hurts I need a plan to get her out one that won't end up with her getting killed
"1 hour then I'm going in plan or not" I say moving back to the monitor watching, spying, gathering every little bit of Intel I can, anything that can help.
"You let your own people die for a stupid test? This is one of the reasons why I left this hell hole that and the constant brain washing and torture, I'm sure you know how that feels" she shouts back, his gaze softens for a minute
"Bucky?" I say looking at him on the screen
"Is he-?" I ask fitz
"Hard to tell if he's actually under brain manipulation we'd have to do brain scans to know if they're fully controlling him" he says back, I sigh, come on buck you know this isn't right you recognize her she's good not them, I say in my head but my thoughts are soon interrupted by the many gun shots going on
"What's happening is she ok? I shout frantically looking at the screen
"She's fine she's taking out red room agents" fury replies I nod and continue watching as she shoots all the young girls in the leg, she's sparing them, she claims she's a monster but would a monster do that? Seconds later I hear another gun shot but not from Nat's gun or any of the others this one was louder more powerful and then the fear sets in, no please no, I think to myself, I continue to watch the feed as she turns to face James to see him holding a smoking gun punted straight at her
"No Bucky please don't" I say not realising I've said it aloud
Natasha looks down at her arm and sees blood pouring out of it
"You son of a bitch" I shout punching the wall leaving a giant hole in it
"Not again!" I say not taking my eyes off the screen as they fill with tears
"Second test failed, you failed to kill any of your opponents weak!" He shouts as we hear a thump and nat fall to the floor
"Nooo!" I shout heading for the doorway
"I know you listening captain" I stop in my tracks like everyone else and turn back to the monitor, Buck- the winter soldier has picked up the camera and  looks directly at us
"You'll never find her she belongs to red room now" the feed go's dead and we're left in silence, no way to see, hear or track the black widow, the women I love, she's on her own and it's all my fault
"I promise nat I will find you I'll never stop looking for you"
"None of us will" may chips in, I nod
"Let's get to work and find nat and fast!" I shout
"I'll find you" I whisper under my breathe

A/N oh my god they have nat, dun dun dun, what will the red room do or more importantly Bucky? Guess you'll have to read and find out, I hope you enjoyed and to all the Bucky fans don't worry he's not the villain in this story but thanks for reading love you all
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