Hidden secrets

Master plan

Nat's pov
I wake, wake up to feel immediate pain shoot through me. I wince as all the memories come flooding back like a tidal wave the running, shooting, armoury, Winter soldier, just all of it comes back and it shows me how I failed, how I failed Steve and how I never really got to tell him how I felt about him but now, now I never will because I belong to red room, escaping once that's lucky twice that's a new record but three times just can't be done and maybe it's time I accept that instead of gripping onto some false hope that a star spangled American hero (Tony's nick name) will come save me, well the truth is I've never ever needed saving but the one time I actually might do I haven't got it and that's the worst part of it all. I look round my surroundings I'm in a room similar to my old cell but this ones smaller warmer and has a.....a bed as a matter of fact it looks just like- wait no It can't be- my old room? Or should I say cell
"Sh*t" I curse under my breathe not realising I've said it aloud
"I know it's very dusty In here I told them to clean it but well it's hard to find good help these days especially right after losing it"
"Petrovitch" I spit back trying to get up but stopping both due to the fact that it hurts like hell and my hands are tied back
"Tut tut tut can't have you messing up my plans before they've even started yet Natalia" I lose it why can't they learn one damm name
"Oh for gods sake can any of you Russian bastards learn one simple f*cking name it's Natasha NAT-A-SHA do you want me to spell it out in crayon?" I shout with a big smile on my face, bet that pissed him off
"Huh I really wish you hadn't of said that" he moves closer and closer I try get away but can't move
Oh Rogers why'd you make me watch jaws with you? I think to myself as the theme tune pops up in my head I smirk at the thought
"Unfortunately natal-Natasha" he corrects himself 
"you will not be smiling after your punishment for speaking without being spoken too and rudeness to superior comrades" he says putting his hands in his pockets
"If you weren't talking to me who the fuck where you taking too huh?" I ask, he stays quite
"Oh I get it monologuing right? Because all evil villains seem to do that these days" I say as laugh erupts from my mouth, it wasn't even funny but the look he gave me it was.... It was something alright and completely worth it whatever comes my way. He sighs as if he's disappointed in me, back in the old days that would have scared the crap out of me because disappointing results often lead to a painful punishment but now, now I'm glad to see that look on his face I'm no longer scared of him anymore, or at least not as scared anymore because this place this place is a place to be scared off but not him and I have Steve and shield to thank for that, they really did show me a light to bring me out of the darkness I just never realised I was already out
"I'm sorry Natasha for this but punishment will lead to reward" 'oh no I know that stupid Moto it happens right before-', two large men enter, 'yep right before that' I think to myself as I watch them come closer
"I hope you know that this has to be done so you can recover from whatever lies that shield and captain Rogers put in there, you will be our best warrior again Natalia" he starts to walk out
"It's Natasha you bas-" I get interrupted by a punch to the face that's gonna bruise then another and another, looking up at him and smiling I spit the blood out into the thugs face he staggers back from the sudden jump and looks at me anger and blood filling his eyes hmm probably not my best idea I think as punches come raining down on me all over my face, stomach anywhere that hurts and trust me it does. After what feels like hours of beating and a whole lot of blood loss later they stop they give me a look of disgust, hatred and pity at the same time but the thing is I'm the one actually pitying him, because the men and only the men have a choice to actually be here every man or boy in this building choses to work for them, they chose this life but the girls no the girls didn't and that's the part that angers me the most. My thoughts get interrupted by the heavy metal door opening, I wince in pain at sudden movement but see a metal arm opening the door, I brace my self for another whirl wind of pain
"Ivan got another punishment for me?" Cough
"did I breathe without asking?" I give a laugh but stop due to the pain it's just caused, James looks down at me with worry, something I haven't seen properly in a while, he moves closer but  I flinch back
"I'm not here to hurt you Natasha" he says, my hard gaze softens as he says my name right
"Steve sent me" a sudden feeling of hope boils inside me as he said Steve name
"How do I know this isn't another test?" I ask slightly skeptical
"He told me to tell you he's looking forward to re watching every Disney movie and eating tacos with you again" I smile at the memory as I recall it through my mind
"Can he hear me?" I ask
"And see you" he replies I nod
"Hi Steve how's it hanging?" I ask slightly awkward James gives me a look
"How's it hanging?" He asks a smile on his face
"Wow you really are different when your not controlled by them, like really different"
"Well yes I don't enjoy killing people he... He does but I could say the same about you"
"How do you-" I ask as he interrupts me
"I remember everything the war, falling off a train, Steve, training you when you were little, everything" I nod in reply
"Look we have a plan to get you out-"
"And destroy the red room right?" He looks confused
"That is the plan right?"
"No it's to get you out" he says unlocking the chains behind me, I try to get up but fall he catches me
"I'm ok I'm ok" I say again trying to get up but needing the wall to hold me up I hold my arm and the little piece of cloth covering it and see that the wound is infected, I curse under my breathe
"That doesn't look so good" he says flinching at the sight
"Yes I have you to thank for that for shooting me, again" he looks at me with sorry eyes, I know he didn't mean too it's still hard to trust him though after everything
"That was him I promise I'm not going to hurt you again" I study his expression he's telling the truth or at least he truly believes he is, I think it might take me a bit longer than Steve to trust him like a LOT longer. I study the room and try and concoct a better plan that involves the red room going down in flames
"The code!" I finally say, he looks confused then realization hits him
" the self destruct codes put in place  Incase people found out about this place" he finally says
"Huh but I bet it was changed from last time I was here" I say
"But not for me I know the code" he says a smile on his face
"You hear that Steve that's the new plan" I say so he can hear me
"Where is Steve anyway"
"Here" he replies
"What!?"
"He's a back up team incase things go south"
"Ok Steve your team enter at the back and cause a distraction me a Bucky will set off the code and then when that happens you seriously need to get your butts out of here got it?" I ask
"Wow very complicated" Bucky says with a smile and a sarcastic tone
"One problem you can't walk let alone fight"
"Yes I can I'm absolutely fine" I try and walk but immediately regret it, pain shoots through me like I've actually been shot, again 
"Your hurting" he says
"I'm fine come on let's go" I try walk but stop after one step
"Drop your pride for one minute and take this" he shows me a needle
"Adrenaline?" I ask
"Fitz modified it, it's like adrenaline and a very high acting morphine together should let you fight fine for a hour or so" I nod, he stabs the needle into my leg I stammer back
"Fuck!" I shout
"Oh sorry Steve" I say after from habit
"Come on let's go take down red room, once and for all" I say grabbing the gun Bucky hands me

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