Poems.

Funny.

I feel like I'm pushed to be funny at parties.
That is, when I even go out.
I don't have anything else to draw people in to talk to me- I'm not pretty and I don't have a body that I like- but jokes can sway a person.
I've accepted that I'm not stunning or stick thin, but I've learned to make fun of myself as humor for others.
And believe it or not, people actually laugh at it. So what if most of it I actually think when I'm in a bad mood, but they laugh right?
I'm only there to be funny.
That's why people invite me places.