I realize how many of my hobbies that I actually still do are coping mechanism in some ways. Listening to music helps me block my headaches and thoughts out, drawing eases my nervousness, writing distracts me, gaming and youtube too. I enjoyed all these things for years, still do, but I can't help but wonder how much of it I do just for entertainment.
It's really short, but I hope you like it anyways.
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When Darkness enters my mind
PoezjaLate night spirals of thoughts and worries Trigger warning: If you are sensitive towards constant mentioning of dark, depressing topics then you might not enjoy reading this.