I'm stuck. Stuck in this whole horrible circle of pain, demotivation and sleep deprivation. It's bad, yesterday I slept 2 hours, then today I slept 8, but woke up thrice. I don't have the motivation to do anything, I just lie around for hours and hours, reading or staring at my phone. My headaches are ever so present, drilling in my thoughts, stealing the last bit of energy. No one really helps, it's all so..empty. I am a useless piece of trash and I hate it, but I'm too tired to change that.
Just wanted to tell you that the next chapter is going to be the last. I have no ideas and motivation to continue any longer, not like you care anyways, so I figured I should stop. If I ever have the desire to share more of these kind of texts I will start a new 'book' then. After this I might post one of my fanfictions about Danisnotonfire and Amazingphil, just tell me if you're interested. Sorry for the long text btw.
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When Darkness enters my mind
PoetryLate night spirals of thoughts and worries Trigger warning: If you are sensitive towards constant mentioning of dark, depressing topics then you might not enjoy reading this.
