My day was actually quite good, spend time laughing with friends, got good grades, slept a little, but I still feel like shit. Sleeping isn't working, I'm constantly tired anyways, and my head won't shut up. Guilt is eating me alive, because everything is alright, but I'm not? And I can't help but notice the flaws behind the good things. Yeah, I talked to my friends, but they aren't close to me, just some kinda nice people at my school, and I kept feeling like they shut me out. Yeah, I was good in school, but I'm terrified to fail my last exam of the semester. I hate that I think so negative. I used to think I was this constantly happy person, and maybe I was, thought I was the opposite of my depressed friend, but maybe we aren't that different after all.
Hope you like the chapter, I don't have much to say today, so..
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When Darkness enters my mind
PoetryLate night spirals of thoughts and worries Trigger warning: If you are sensitive towards constant mentioning of dark, depressing topics then you might not enjoy reading this.
