A broken heart or a broken heart?

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------Elena's POV-------

-------One Week later--------

It's only three days left till Sarah, Sofie and I have to go back home and I haven't talked to Nick yet about how I feel about this situation. But then again I don't really know what I feel all I know is that I don't want to get my heart broken but it will happen no matter what decision I make. Sarah and Sofie told me that if I'll talk with him and get to hear what he has to say I will feel better and I hope they're right. Okay I have to stop grumbling over this and just go talk to him. I walked downstairs to find Nick but I couldn't find him or anyone else. Where did everyone go? I walked into the kitchen and I found a note on the kitchen counter. 

Elena!

We had to go into town for a meeting about the tour
and I didn't want to wake you up. 
Sofie came with us and Sarah is out with Niall, 
so you have the whole house to yourself ;)
we'll be home around 1pm.

Love you! / Nick 


Great I thought when I finally have the courage to talk to him his not home and he also writes love you.  "AHHHHH I'm going crazy here!! " I said out loud to myself! I decided to do the thing that always help me clear my mind. Singing! I walked into the music room and grabbed the guitar that hanged on the wall and sat down on the piano chair. It took a while before I decided what song I was going to sing then I came up with the perfect song.  No way out by Phil Collins.

Everywhere I turn I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change the things I've done
Of all the things I've hid from you I can not hid the shame
And I pray someone something will come to take away the pain

There's no way out of this dark place 
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
And I can't face another day

Tell me where did i go wrong
Everyone I love, they're all gone
I'd do everything so differently
But I can't turn back the time
Theres no shelter from the storm inside of me
ooohhh oh oh oh 

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
And I can't face anther day

Can't believe the words I hear
It's like an answer to a prayer
and when I look around I see, 
this place, this time, this friend of mine

I know It's hard but found somehow
To look into your heart and to forgive me now
You've given me the strength to see just where my journey ends
You've given me the strength to carry on

I see the path from this dark place
I see my future
And your forgiveness has set me free
Oh, and I can see another way
I can face another day
I can see the path
I see my future
I see the path from this dark place 
I see my future
I see the path from this dark place


The tears started to fall down my face and I couldn't help it. I have been holding it in for so long now that I can't hold them back anymore. I let them fall and just sat in the music room till they stopped. I looked at the clock it was 12:30 pm only a half hour left before they would be home. I decided to go outside and sit down under the big tree in the garden. I picked up my mobile from my pocket and dialed my brother Oscar's number. I havn't talked to him since I left for America and he always gives me good advice. 

" Hello sis" Oscar answered and the tears started to fall down at my cheeks again, It felt so good to hear his voice.

" Hey" I said or it sounded more like I just mumbled.

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