Chapter 12: The guilt

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Cartman's P.O.V

Y/n I am so sorry... I didn't even know what I even said until I saw the sorrow on her face. I'm. Fucking idiot. Those words went on my had over and over again. "I won't bother you again" before she left the lunch room she muttered "ever" was so heartbroken. I've never felt these things before and its just messing up my mind. Making me say the wrong things. Is this love? Well love doesn't feel so nice... It feels like a sharp pain. A pain that never goes away.

She got the wrong idea, I didn't mean any of those words.

Flashback

"Heheh Cartman is turning into a softy" Clyde said. "No I'm not! What the hell are ypou talking about?" I asked. "Y/n! It's y/n ever since you guys started hanging out you've turned into a softy" Craig said. "So.. Do you like her?" Stan asked. I... I couldn't. I couldn't tell them. I don't know why. So... I... I tried to be cool... But I hurt y/n... I hurt her very bad. "OF COURSE I DON'T LIKE Y/N SHES A DUMB SLUT. HAHAHAH I RATHER KISS BEBE'S ASS!"

End of flashback

I can't live with this guilt. I need to talk to the only person who knows her well.







































Fucking Jew....

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