Shawn Mendes Imagines Part 1

Ignored Part 2

  Y/n P.O.V

It's Saturday, Shawn Party, WOOOOO. I'm dressed casually in jeans, high tops, a tee and a leather jacket. I'm really scared for what may happen, will he pull his head out of their ass and make an effort with me or will he keep it shoved up there? Who knows.
I climb out of my car and walk up the drive way to the porch, once I knocked the door, I wait about 4 minutes hoping to be greeted by my boyfriend but I'm greeted by a drunken idiot, who kindly pukes his guts out right next to me when he tries to pass by. I walk in and straight away am shocked by the amount of girls there is, a few people, Shawn would never lie to me, and those boys could not get one of these girls, only meaning those boys are taking advantage of my baby and got all these girls here, HELL NO.
I march into the sitting room, and see him sat in between 2 of the familiar boys, I stand right in front of him. "Hmhmmm" I try to get his attention, when I do, I see that his eyes are red, and I see his neck covered in marks, love bites. "YOU ASSHOLE" I shout and turn to leave the room "baby, wait, it's not what it seems" he chases me upstairs into his room. "Please baby list-" "NO YOU LISTEN" I cut him off "FOR A MONTH AND A FEW DAYS NOW, I'VE BEEN IRRELEVANT TO YOUR LIFE, ALL YOUR CARED ABOUT IS THOSE IMBECILES DOWN THERE" my voice turns hoarse and I feel a lump in my throat "I'm sorry, I-I didn't realise, I-I love you I'm sorry" he comes to step close to me, but I step back.  

  "YOU LOVE ME, THEN WHO THE HECK GAVE YOU THOSE BITES, BECAUSE I SURE DIDN'T" "if you loved me, you wouldn't have ignored me, you wouldn't be letting over girls touch you" I hear whimpers and I see Shawn trying to hold himself up. What the heck did they do to my baby, I rush over to him "I love you, I-I love you, I pr-romise" he cowers to me. "They said, they wouldn't be my friends, I had to man up to be in their group" he cries, somehow sounding as though he wanted sympathy and that's exactly what he got, because I could clearly see he was broken and he was just as sad and alone as I've been for the past month. "I love you y/n, I didn't mean to ignore you, they said I had to man up, that I was a wuss and I was whipped" I look at him, like a mother would to a child. "I am whipped for you and if I'm a wuss for that I don't care, because I love you y/n" wow, that's something you wouldn't want to admit, but it caused butterflies to erupt in my stomach and a smile to spread across my face. "Please don't leave me, I couldn't wish for anyone other than you, your my world, and I know you'll be there for me, forever. Right?" He sounds scared that I will leave him, but gazing at him and his body made me realise I couldn't as much as it hurt what he had done, I love him. "Forever, and Shawn your my wuss" for the first time in a month I see him smile at something I've said and I feel him hold me in his ever weakening arms. "I love you" he says before passing out in my arms. "I love you too"