I was doing well
I was doing well.
In my heart, hope started to dwell.
One foot in front of the other.
My pain, was under cover.
Then it happened again.
Something reminded me of how it had been.
The love and happiness.
The time we shared was pure bliss.
Soon the heart wrenching pain followed.
And again my heart felt hollowed.
As each tear fell.
I wondered would I ever again be more then this empty shell.
Some days I can feel you with me.
And in that moment I just want to be.
The worst days are the ones I can't feel you.
On those days my soul feels like it died too.
I pray for peace.
And for this pain to cease.
But I don't want to forget what we shared.
The way you loved me and how much you cared.
Even if I knew how it would end.
I would do it all over again.
S.N.M
