Authors not: this poem was inspired by some of the wonderful works, of the amazing Rebeca.
Slow poison
Memories of you fill me with such happiness.
And I feel truly blessed.
Those same memories throw me into despair.
And leave me gasping for air.
The love you left behind fills me with peace.
Just when I think these feelings will never decrease.
I remember your gone, and I am hit with the pain.
It's like a slow poison that runs thru my veins.
And it's slowly killing me.
Taking away the person I used to be.
Just when I think its better and I have everything under control.
It all comes back and my heart nobody can console.
In my dreams I'm with you.
But then I wake and realize that's a dream that cant come true.
Because my journey is not finished.
And life should be cherished.
So I continue to live moment by moment.
And some are better then others, but from my heart you are never absent.
peace out
S.N.M.
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