All We Need Of Hell (Lynn Gunn)

I'm Just Trying To Stop The Bleeding | Chapter 17

I called Alexa all night that night. She never texted back or called. Her twitter and Facebook haven't been active is 10 hours they say. I pull her Instagram up just to see her face.

I scroll threw her pictures which we mainly with me and some with her sister Sam. I smile and I was about to shut my phone off when my finger slipped and I pressed the button on the screen to see the pictures she's been tagged in.

I was about to just shut it off when the screen caught my attention. It was posted about 4 hours ago by someone I didn't know. It was of two girls kissing.

I tapped to see who they were and I said AlexaSanRoman and the other was QueenOfTheNayl I clicked on the other girls Instagram and saw more pictures of them together.

I had tears pricking in my eyes. I shut my phone off and threw it across the room. I got to my feet and ran my fingers threw my hair then stopped in front of the mirror.

I looked at every inch of my body and face and hated it all. I teared At my hair and face and threw everything Alexa had wore onto the floor and smashed a picture frame of us.

"Lynn! Honey are you okay!" My mom asked knocking at my door. I wiped my eyes and coughed. "Yeah. I just dropped my remote. Goodnight." I said trying to pick up the glass and I tossed it in the garbage. After I had the glass all gone I felt emotionless. I felt so empty I didn't want to move.

I sat on my bed for a good twenty minutes before I did anything. I bagged up the things I had thrown on the floor and put it in the back of my closet, I then placed a bottle of cold water on my face where I had scratched it pretty good.

I then just brushed my hair out and sat back down before getting back up and grabbing my phone. I dialed Jenna and waited for her to pick up.

"Lynn? What's up. How was the concert?" Jenna asked. It sounded like I woke her up.

"It was good. I...uh.." I spoke trying not to sound like I've been crying when clearly I have.

"Lynn are you okay? Have you been crying?" She asked.

"..yea.." I choked out and held my hand over my mouth as I let out a strangled cry.

"I'll come get you and you can sleep the weekend with me. My cousin is gone for the weekend anyway."

I nodded my head then realized she couldn't see. "Okay." Was all I could get. I hung up and I packed a little bag of clothes to take over. I looked at my face in the mirror and saw it was still really red so I put on a little bit of cover up.

I tossed my bag out the window and climb out and got off the roof and waited on the deck for Jenna to show up. It took her maybe like 2 minutes before she pulled up. I saw her open her door as I got up and I immediately walked towards her and threw my arms around her and started to cry more.

We hugged for a good while then I got in along with her and I cried back to her place and she held my hand and told me it was going to be okay. We got to her place and she led me inside and towards her room and showed me where we'll be sleeping and where the bathroom was.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" She asked me after I climbed into bed. "Who's QueenOfTheNayl on Instagram." I asked. She sighed.

"She's this girl. She's like Northwoods queen bee. From the highschool on the West. Anyway she only goes after people who are taken and manipulates them into kissing her or worse. She's know for ruining everything for everyone even if she doesn't know you....she kissed Alexa didn't she." Jenna asked

I nodded my head and Jenna held me closer. "Get some rest Lynn. We can figure this out tomorrow. I'm 100% sure that Alexa would never cheat on you. Especially with that." I nodded my head and I listened to God's and Monsters by Lana Del Rey which played in the background off from Jenna laptop which dimly lit the room.

I sure wish that Alexa would never cheat on me. But she did by the looks of that picture but some part of me just wished it wasn't true. But with her not answering her phone and that being posted is just to much of a coincidence. I let out a sigh and wiped my eyes when Jenna put my hair behind my ears. I looked up at her and she gave me a smile. I smiled back at her.

"Thank you for coming to get me and letting me spend the weekend. And for letting me cry on you aha." I said trying to not sound too sad. 

"What are friends for? Besides I always have a shoulder here for you to cry on. Now get some rest." She said rubbing my back. I nodded my head. Damn crying early must've taken a lot put of me. I felt my eyes getting heavier and I slowly fell asleep with jenna still rubbing my back.

A/N Can I have a friend like Jenna please? Also this story is almost at 3000 reads!!? I remember just awhile ago it hit 1k. This is just getting crazier and crazier.

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