Caspar Lee Imagines

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I wasn't sure wether this made sense or not or to post it or not but ehh.

25/02/16
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•Y/N POV•

'Dear Caspar,
Thanks for all the flowers, all the hugs and all the other sweet things you could've possibly done for me. You've seen me smile, laugh and giggle all the time but I don't think you've seen the sadder part of me.

I guess I've always been miserable, but when your here with my you brighten up my day with your sweet compliments.

But it's just not enough. Behind my sweet, loving personality is a sad, lonely person. A person who's broken and cannot be fixed.

You are the best boyfriend I could've ever asked for but it just wasn't enough, call me selfish or whatever. You made me smile but underneath that smile was sorrow.

This isn't your fault.

None of it.

But it had to end.

My time on earth.

Heaven is calling me.

"My time on earth in now up." Caspar finally read the last sentence on Y/N's last note before she was found, passed out on her bed.

With all the gifts, letters and accessories Caspar ever gave to her.

Caspar swore to never forget her.

He never did.

Instead.

He joined her.

He laid next to her.

Took several pills.

Laid down.

And waited.

As light took over his vision.

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