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32 days ago

Dear D,

My hands are shaking now, like it was shaking when it hit your face hard.

I just can't stop crying.

I can't believe it that I slapped you. But I wasn't able take it anymore.

It's like I couldn't take your questions.
I couldn't take the questions my so called friends have regarding you.

I can't take anything, anymore.

I can't forget the face I saw when I slapped you. You didn't look the least bit surprised. And it was kind of surprising.

You still have a glint of hope in your eyes which is painful. You were smiling after I slapped you.

Everyone was saying that you have turned mad.

It's really painful.

Today Jess met me after calculus.
She told me you were not good.
As if I never knew.

I am going with Alan.
We are going out of town for a week.
He thinks I need a break which is true.

Today I again went to your place. I didn't intend to enter but just sit there on the pavement.

But today, I was shocked.
The curtains were pulled.
The window was shut.
There was light in the room which meant you were there.

Strange.

Not strange actually.

You know am a creepster.
And you also know now that I am creepy enough to enter your room.

Anyways, goodbye.

At least for a week.

Love,
Jeremy.

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