Sad love and emotional death

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People ask "Why do you reek?"
That's from me being meek.
I didn't release the inner death;
now you can smell it on my breath

I'm sorry people
My own body is lethal.
They think I'm smart
but I hide it with all of my heart.

People like beauty not brains
and that gives me emotional pains.
When I do stand out
I want to hide and pout.

The hurt is inside
I haven't shown it on the outside
At least not for a while.
I hide it all with a fake smile.

I didn't want to go
but your words were as cold as snow
I did it to survive
And I took a deep dive.

They said love will leave a mark
but they didn't talk about the dark.
They were right...
It's not always bright.

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Written: 5-4-2016
posted: 5-11-2016

jr year 16 years old

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