Scars

Just let me die

Give me death
take my last breath.
I just wanna see the end
Just break this bend!

Let me die
and be above the sky
I already have plans
I just need them to land

Tell me another lie
Maybe make some apple pie.
The flashbacks of the memories
are the worst that worse can be

I miss talking to you everyday.
Actually more and more each day.
I can't get over some of the things
I wish I could cut them off like bangs.

I wish for death
And it's an endless test.
I can't wait for the last rhyme
When I'll finally run out of time.

Tomorrow will probably not be fair
But you won't even be there.
You said we could be friends
But I think two weeks ago was te end.

You went out with Erin
That bugs me more than the dab trend.
You made my fears a reality
That's why I want a fatality.

I want to be done,
I feel I have nowhere else to run.
You left me broken
and I'm stuck with other peoples sin.

It's been a while since I've wept.
Even longer since I've really slept.
I want to but I can't hate you
Because that's wrong to do.

I'm stuck in a bind
I can't get you off my mind.
Both of us lied,
Our hearts are no longer together tied.

It didn't feel like abuse;
Just emotional over use.
Life has been very tough
Even though it's been more than a month.

You pushed my emotions around
And buried them six feet under ground.
It was never safe and sound.
I was scared to gain a pound.

I'm physically and emotionally sick
But at least I'm not the one you kick.
I never wanted my past to cause hell
But that's all it's done, even you can tell.

I just need to let it go
But I loved you more than snow!
How can I leave that behind?
I loved everything, even your mind.

We are both poetically genius
But I'm a bird who's wingless.
I'm stuck in my sorrows
And I don't want anymore tomorrows.

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Written: May 26th 2016 jr-sr year summer
Posted: June 1st 2016 16 years old