Addicted 2 You (Urban Sequel)

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Ctfu , I know y'all be tight aab when I be stopping on the good parts and then be taking forever to update lmaao , I'm sorry y'all I just be tryna make sure shot make sense and stuff before with publish it but thank you all for being patient with me and enjoying my writings I have plenty more in store and right now I have 3 books I have in the making and maybe there be another Addicted pt 3 what do you guys think ?
  
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Lyric POV :

I couldn't believe it was now going on 2' o clock in the morning and Kash still wasn't no show since he left earlier

I felt helpless .. Was he really done with me ? Did I really fuck up this time ? Is he going to leave me and Javier behind and find a new family ?

I had some much unanswered questions that I wanted to be answer

I couldn't sleep not just because of Kash but because of Javier

I played with his hands as he laid in my lap that I had sitting up to my chest so we were face to face as he smiles showing his no teeth while he laughed and giggled .

"That's my baby." I cooed while rubbing our nose against each other giggling myself

I was beginning to notice a lot in life as the days went by and I notice I wasn't spending as much time with my family rather than the streets

I want to be a good mother for Javier's sake and as for myself also and with me trying to get back into the game I realized I worrying about the wrong shit

It isn't just me , myself and I anymore , its me , my son , mother , and hopefully still Kash

I had to start thinking for all of us instead of myself if I wanted to keep this bundle of joy I still have as a family

"Wassuh." Says Kash as he walks into the room not giving any eye contact

"Kash , we need to talk." I say getting straight yo the point

"Not tonight Lee aight."

"Please-"

"I said not to fucking night , I don't wanna talk right now you already said what the fuck you had to say earlier just let a nigga breathe foe a second, damn." He yells at me as he takes off his shirt and pants while walking into the master bathroom while turning on the shower before closing the door

Soon as he slames the door Javier begins to whine as tears slowly trickle down my face

"I'm sorry Javi." I say as I picked him up holding him to my chest as I rocked him

"Daddy and I are just going thru some things right now, that's all." I whisper into his ear as if he can understand what I'm saying

I knew things would soon come to this but I just wasn't thinking it will be so soon over something so dumb that could break us apart , after everything we've been thru I thought he wouldn't be this mad about it but I was wrong and I now knew what I had to do

"Its okay baby." I say as I rubbed his head as he got quiet and I continue to silently cry

I have to leave ...

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Devin POV :

"Daddy!" Missy yells in joy as she runs into my arms while tears roll down her face

"I'm here babygirl, I'm here." I say as I pick her up holding he tight

"She's gone Dada , mommy die , why wasn't you here daddy why wasn't you here for her??" She sobs as it only mad me hold her tighter as tears started to roll down my eyes

"I'm sorry baby girl, I'm so sorry daddy's here now. Please forgive me." I say to her as we still hold on to each other embrace

Then Mama Wilson walks out looking at us both while shifting her weight leaning on the side of the door

"I wanna go home daddy , I wanna go home." Missy cries

I slowly let her down as I bent down to her side

"Baby girl , we gonna have a new home okay?" I tell her while holding he shoulders

She nods her head

"Yes daddy." She says in her innocent voice

I smiled

"Your mother loved you with all her heart and she still does , I know she did and for now while we both are still here on this earth mommy is in a better place and she is watching over you, the both of us a matta fact , she said she wants you to do better with your future and she wants to see you go big places real soon but as of right now mommy wants us to go home and continue to live life. She apologizes for not being there for you as much as she should've but she said that remainder of time you guys were together she enjoyed every moment of it and she loves you dearly." I tell her as she smiles nodding her head while tears trickle down her cheeks

"I love you too mommy." She says looking up to the sky

I smiled as I observed her then I wiped away her tears

"Now go get yo coat so we can leave, princess."

She nods her head as she leans over and kisses my cheek

"Thank you daddy , mommy says she love you too." She says before running off to get her coat

I slightly smiled as I stood up then I looked over to Mama Wilson as she nods her head

While I mouthed 'thank you' in silence

She smiles as she mouthed 'anytime'

Then Missy came out running as she hugs her grandmother saying goodbye before we peeled off

"So how does this sound , what would you say if we was to live in a different state?" I say to Missy as I turned the music down

"Like what daddy?"

"Atlanta."

"Yay!"

I smirked as I turned the music back up as Trill Sammy Uber everywhere played thru the speakers

"Skrt skrt!" Missy raps along with the song , my baby girl is such a Lil savage