Connected || JJK

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Kim Jeana

I cracked my knuckles and stretched both my tense arms and legs after finishing my assignment. A smile crept across my face when I reminisced how Jungkook and I got to be friends again and how we cleared up our misunderstandings.

Just then, a knock was planted on the door.

"Come in!!!" I hollered.

The door creaked opened and Jin's head popped into my room.He entered and immediately flopped onto my now wrinkly bed. He heaved a sigh and glanced at me.

"You seem close with Jungkook," he pointed out.

"What makes you think so?" I asked while organising my books into my bag for tomorrow's lesson.

"I saw that hug."

I halted and froze. The way Jin mentioned it felt like a warning but it also felt like he was teasing me.

"So is that a good thing or no?" I asked, eyeing Jin. Jin averted his gaze away and started stammering.

"W-well, its nice that you guys are close friends now but you do know that Jungkook is loved by all girls right?"

I didn't know how to react. When Jungkook and I are together, I don't feel afraid of what people might think of us.However, I'm just a normal student while Jungkook is a popular student so that would definitely ruin our friendship. Besides, we're not more than friends so why would I get hated on?

"Oppa, so you want me to hate on Jungkook for no absolute reason?"

"No its not like that.I'm just concerned that you'll get picked on,"defended Jin. He makes it sound like I shouldn't be friends with Jungkook. Jungkook is nice, how can I betray him? I sauntered to the door and opened it.

"I don't care what people say.If you don't need anything else, please leave."

Jin stared at me and sighed. He dragged his feet and exited my room, giving me a one last glimpse. I closed the door immediately and sat on bed. Is it so hard to be friends with Jungkook?

***

I decided to take in Jin's words- avoid Jungkook.

I mean, even if I like him, many girls are swooning over him. Imagine if we dated, every girl would do anything to get him. Not that I wanted to date him or anything.

Once I reached school, I quickly avoided Jungkook. Whenever I see him, or he sees me, I would run to the girl's toilet.

"Yah, Jeana, lets get food together" a voice said from behind.

My eyes widened and I slowly turned around, "it's okay, i'm not hungry. You can eat with Taehyung and Jimin," I started blabbering, "you guys seem really close huh? I th-"

"What's wrong with you?" Jungkook asked cutting me off then crossing his arms.

I stared at him weirdly, "w-what? Nothing's wrong, what are you talking about? I-"

He cuts me off again, "You're blabbering" he pointed to me.

I furrowed my eyebrows, "i'm fine and i'm not hungry. Leave me alone"

I was about to walk off when a hand hold me back.

"Are you avoiding me? Why?" Jungkook asked

I didn't turn back, holding back my tears, "i'm not," I simply stated

"Then why won't you eat with me? At least sit with me?" He sounded so disappointed and sad.

I closed my eyes for a few seconds before turning around and shrugging his hand of my arm, "Jungkook, you know what?"

He stared into my eyes, "what?"

"I think it's better if we're not friends" I said, "thanks for being my friend after all this while but I think we're better off strangers" I gave him a small smile before walking away.

"Yah! Jeana! Why?" I hear Jungkook yelling at me.

It took me so much courage for me to say those words to him. It hurts so much because he was my first guy friend. I sighed heavily and sat on my assigned seat for Maths.

I don't hate Jungkook at all. Infact, I like him, but I am 101% sure I have no feelings for him. I like him as a friend only.

When Maths lesson started, Jungkook came in last and glared at me.

God, what have I done?

***

"Jin! I'm home" I yelled, throwing my bag on the couch.

I groaned and stomped my way to Jin's room, "guess what happened today?"

Jin raised his eyebrows, "what?"

"Me and Jungkook aren't friends anymore because I took your advice. Jin! I'm so hurt. He sounded so hurt earlier, he sounds like he was about to cry!" I ranted to Jin, throwing myself on his bed.

"Oh"

I sighed, "I miss him"

"Go to him then" he shrugged like he didn't care.

I widened my eyes, sitting up, "michyeosseo?! We're not friends anymore"

"get out of my room you ugly rat, i'm doing my work" Jin scolded.

I groaned but left his room anyways. I stared out my window, lost in thoughts. I didn't realise Jungkook was staring at me from across his room.

He took out a piece of paper and wrote something on it then showed me through the window. It said 'Why? '

I grabbed my notebook that I haven't used in a while and wrote back, 'Go do your homework ' I showed it back at him.

'Will you answer my question? ' It showed

' I have my own reason, Jungkook ' I replied.

He was in the middle of writing something but I walked away. I wasn't ready to see his reply.

What have I done? Why did I do this?

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